“And then ... and then, I really do not quite know what I thought; no, I really do not know.  If I had found myself face to face with the other, I should have been convulsed with rage, but on seeing this old man, with a fat stomach and pendulous cheeks, I was nearly choked with disgust.  She, who did not look fifteen, small and slim as she was, had given herself to this fat man, who was nearly paralyzed, because he was a marquis and a general, the friend and representative of dethroned kings.  No, I do not know what I felt, nor what I thought.  I could not have lifted my hand against this old man; it would have been a disgrace to me, and I no longer felt inclined to kill my wife, but all women who could be guilty of such things!  I was no longer jealous, but felt distracted, as if I had seen the horror of horrors!

“Let people say what they like of men, they are not so vile as that!  If a man is known to have given himself up to an old woman in that fashion, people point their fingers at him.  The husband or lover of an old woman is more despised than a thief.  We men are a decent lot, as a rule, but many women, especially in Paris, are absolutely bad.  They will give themselves to all men, old or young, from the most contemptible and different motives, because it is their profession, their vocation, and their function.  They are the eternal, unconscious, and serene prostitutes, who give up their bodies, because they are the merchandise of love, which they sell or give, to the old man who frequents the pavements with money in his pocket, or else for glory, to a lecherous old king, or to a celebrated and disgusting old man.”

He vociferated like a prophet of old, in a furious voice, under the starry sky, and with the rage of a man in despair, he repeated all the glorified disgrace of all the mistresses of old kings, the respectable shame of all those virgins who marry old husbands, the tolerated disgrace of all those young women who accept old kisses with a smile.

I could see them, as he evoked their memory, since the beginning of the world, surging round us in that Eastern night, girls, beautiful girls, with vile souls, who, like the lower animals, who know nothing of the age of the male, are docile to senile desires.  They rose up before one, the handmaids of the patriarchs, who are mentioned in the Bible, Hagar, Ruth, the daughters of Lot, Abigail, Abishag, the virgin of Shunam, who reanimated David with her caresses when he was dying, and the others, young, stout, white, patricians or plebeians, irresponsible females belonging to a master, and submissive slaves, whether caught by the attraction of royalty, or bought as slaves!

“What did you do?” I asked.

“I went away,” he replied simply.  And we remained sitting side by side for a long time without speaking, only dreaming! ...