something so funny that it ought to have brought them
closer together and have made them amuse themselves
together until they were ill. But how can a man
explain himself when he is dying of jealousy, and when
he keeps repeating to his terrified mistress, ‘You
are lying! you are lying!’ When he shakes her,
interrupts her while she is speaking, and says such
hard things to her that at last she flies into a rage,
has enough of it, becomes hard and mad, and thinks
of nothing but of giving him tit for tat and of paying
him out in his own coin; does not care a straw about
destroying his happiness, sends everything to the devil,
and talks a lot of bosh which she certainly does not
believe. And then, because there is nothing so
stupid and so obstinate in the whole world as lovers,
neither he nor she will take the first steps, and
own to having been in the wrong, and regret having
gone too far; but both wait and watch and do not even
write a few lines about nothing, which would restore
peace. No, they let day succeed day, and there
are feverish and sleepless nights when the bed seems
so hard, so cheerless and so large, and habits get
weakened and the fire of love that was still smoldering
at the bottom of the heart evaporates in smoke.
By degrees both find some reason for what they wished
to do, they think themselves idiots to lose the time
which will never return in that fashion, and so good-bye,
and there you are! That is how Josine Cadenette
and that great idiot Servance separated.”
Lalie Spring had lighted a cigarette, and the blue
smoke played about her fine, fair hair, and made one
think of those last rays of the setting sun which
pierce through the clouds at sunset, and resting her
elbows on her knees, and with her chin in her hand
in a dreamy attitude, she murmured:
“Sad, isn’t it?”
“Bah!” I replied, “at their age
people easily console themselves, and everything begins
over again, even love!”
“Well, Josine had already found somebody else....”
“And did she tell you her story?”
“Of course she did, and it is such a joke!...
You must know that Servance is one of those fellows
like one would wish to have when one has time to amuse
oneself, and so self-possessed that he would be capable
of ruining all the older ones in a girls’ school,
and given to trifling as much as most men, so that
Josine calls him ’perpetual motion.’
He would have liked to have gone on with his fun until
the Day of Judgment, and seemed to fancy that beds
were not made to sleep in at all, but she could not
get used to being deprived of nearly all her rest,
and it really made her ill. But as she wished
to be as conciliatory as possible, and to love and
to be loved as ardently as in the past, and also to
sleep off the effects of her happiness peacefully,
she rented a small room in a distant quarter, in a
quiet, shady street giving out that she had just come
from the country, and put hardly any furniture into