“She exists.”

“So do I.”

Jane broke into a little laugh.

“Now we are both being absurd,” she declared, “and I don’t want to be and I don’t want you to be.  Of course, you can’t look at things just as I do.  You belong to a very large world.  You spend your life destroying obstacles.  All my people, you know,” she went on, “look upon me as terribly emancipated.  They think my mild socialism and my refusal to listen to such a thing as a chaperon most terribly improper, but at heart, you know, I am still a very conventional person.  I have torn down a great many conventions, but there are some upon which I cannot bring myself even to lay my fingers.”

“Perhaps it wouldn’t be you if you did,” he reflected.

“Perhaps not.”

“And yet,” he went on, “tell me, are you wholly content here?  Your life, in its way, is splendid.  You live as much for the benefit of others as for yourself.  You are encouraging the right principle amongst your yeomen and your farmers.  You are setting your heel upon feudalism—­you, the daughter of a race who have always demanded it.  You live amongst these wonderful surroundings, you grow into the bigness of them, nature becomes almost your friend.  It is one of the most dignified and beautiful lives I ever knew for a woman, and yet—­are you wholly content?”

“I am not,” she admitted frankly.  “And listen,” she went on, after a moment’s pause, “I will show you how much I trust you, how much I really want you to understand me.  I am not completely happy because I know perfectly well that it is unnatural to live as I do.  If I met the man I could care for and who cared for me, I should prefer to be married.”  She had commenced her speech with the faintest tinge of colour burning underneath the wholesome sunburn of her cheeks.  She had spoken boldly enough, even though towards the end of her sentence her voice had grown very low.  When she had finished, however, it seemed as though the memory of her words were haunting her, as though she suddenly realised the nakedness of them.  She buried her face in her hands, and he saw her shoulders heave as though she were sobbing.  He stood very close and for the first time he touched her.  He held the fingers of her hand gently in his.  “Dear Lady Jane,” he begged, “don’t regret even for a moment that you have spoken naturally.  If we are to be friends, to be anything at all to one another, it is wonderful of you to tell me so sweetly what women take such absurd pains to conceal. . . .  When you look up, let us start our friendship all over again, only before you do, listen to my confession.  If fifteen years could be rolled off my back and I were free, it isn’t political ambition I should look to for my guiding star.  I should have one far greater, far more wonderful desire.”  The fingers he held were gently withdrawn.  She drew herself up.  Her forehead was wrinkled questioningly.  She forced a smile.  “You would be very foolish,” she said, “if you tried to part with one of those fifteen years.  Every one has brought you experiences Every one has helped to make you what you are.”