The turner remembered that his trouble had begun the evening before.  When he had come home yesterday evening, a little drunk as usual, and from long-established habit had begun swearing and shaking his fists, his old woman had looked at her rowdy spouse as she had never looked at him before.  Usually, the expression in her aged eyes was that of a martyr, meek like that of a dog frequently beaten and badly fed; this time she had looked at him sternly and immovably, as saints in the holy pictures or dying people look.  From that strange, evil look in her eyes the trouble had begun.  The turner, stupefied with amazement, borrowed a horse from a neighbor, and now was taking his old woman to the hospital in the hope that, by means of powders and ointments, Pavel Ivanitch would bring back his old woman’s habitual expression.

“I say, Matryona,...” the turner muttered, “if Pavel Ivanitch asks you whether I beat you, say, ‘Never!’ and I never will beat you again.  I swear it.  And did I ever beat you out of spite?  I just beat you without thinking.  I am sorry for you.  Some men wouldn’t trouble, but here I am taking you....  I am doing my best.  And the way it snows, the way it snows!  Thy Will be done, O Lord!  God grant we don’t get off the road....  Does your side ache, Matryona, that you don’t speak?  I ask you, does your side ache?”

It struck him as strange that the snow on his old woman’s face was not melting; it was queer that the face itself looked somehow drawn, and had turned a pale gray, dingy waxen hue and had grown grave and solemn.

“You are a fool!” muttered the turner....  “I tell you on my conscience, before God,... and you go and...  Well, you are a fool!  I have a good mind not to take you to Pavel Ivanitch!”

The turner let the reins go and began thinking.  He could not bring himself to look round at his old woman:  he was frightened.  He was afraid, too, of asking her a question and not getting an answer.  At last, to make an end of uncertainty, without looking round he felt his old woman’s cold hand.  The lifted hand fell like a log.

“She is dead, then!  What a business!”

And the turner cried.  He was not so much sorry as annoyed.  He thought how quickly everything passes in this world!  His trouble had hardly begun when the final catastrophe had happened.  He had not had time to live with his old woman, to show her he was sorry for her before she died.  He had lived with her for forty years, but those forty years had passed by as it were in a fog.  What with drunkenness, quarreling, and poverty, there had been no feeling of life.  And, as though to spite him, his old woman died at the very time when he felt he was sorry for her, that he could not live without her, and that he had behaved dreadfully badly to her.

“Why, she used to go the round of the village,” he remembered.  “I sent her out myself to beg for bread.  What a business!  She ought to have lived another ten years, the silly thing; as it is I’ll be bound she thinks I really was that sort of man....  Holy Mother! but where the devil am I driving?  There’s no need for a doctor now, but a burial.  Turn back!”