I am writing badly, for I am still asleep.

How easy, how kind were all the circumstances of my return!  I left the house alone, but passing a battery of artillery I was accosted by the non-commissioned officers with offers of the most friendly hospitality.  The artillery are devoted to the Tenth, for we defend them; and as the good fellows are not even exposed to the rain they pity us exceedingly.

I must close abruptly, loving you for your courage that so sustains me.  Whatever happens, I have recovered joy.  The night I came was so lovely!

March 26.

DEARLY BELOVED MOTHER,—­Nothing new in our position; the organising goes on.  Interesting but not easy work.  The fine weather prospers it.  Now and again our pickaxes come upon a poor dead man whom the war harasses even in his grave.

March 28 (on the heights; a grey Sunday; weather broken by yesterday’s bombardment).

We are again in full fight.  A great attack from our side has repeated the carnage of last week.  My company, which was cut up in the last assault, was spared this time; we had nothing to do but occupy a sector of the defence.  So we got only the splashes of the fighting.

On the loveliest Saturday of this spring I had a distant view of the battle; I saw the crawling beast that a battalion looks like, twisting as it advances under the smoke of the guns.  The chasseurs a pied go forward in spite of the machine-guns and of the bombardment, French and German.  These fine fellows did what they had to do in spite of all, and have made amends for the check we had last week when our attack was a failure.

For a month past I have been living Raffet’s lithographs, with this difference, that in his time one could be an eyewitness in comparative safety at the distance where I stood, for the guns of those days did not shoot far.  But I saw fine things in that great plain beneath our heights; a hundred thousand fires of bursting shells.  And the chasseurs climbing, climbing.

Sunday, March 28 (2nd letter).

DEAR MOTHER,—­Radiant weather rose this morning.  I have been a long way over our sector, and now the bombardment begins again, and grows.

And still I turn my thoughts to hope.  Whatever happens, I pray for wisdom for you and for me.

Dearest, I feel at times how easy it would be to turn again to those pursuits that were once the charm and the interest of my life.  At times I catch myself, in this lovely spring, so bent upon painting that I could mourn because I paint no more.  But I compel myself to master all the resources of my will and to keep them to the difficult straits of this life.

April 1.

A sun that lays bare the lovely youth of the spring.  The stream of the Meuse runs through this rich and comely village, which the echoes of the cannonade reach only as a dull thud, their meaning lost.