Then I had the great good fortune to go with a carriage into the surrounding country.  Oh, the marvellous landscape—­still of blue and rosy colour, paled by the mist!  All this rich and luminous delicacy found definite accents in the abrupt spots made by people scattered about the open.  My landscape, always primitive in its precision, now took on a subtlety of nuances, a richness of variety essentially modern.

One moment I recalled the peculiar outer suburbs of Paris with their innumerable notes and their suppressed effects.  But here there is more frankness and candour.  Here everything was simply rose and blue against a pale grey ground.

My driver, getting into difficulty with his horse, entrusted the whip to me to touch up the animal:  I must have looked like a little mechanical toy.

We passed by the Calvaries which keep guard over the Meuse villages, a few trees gathered round the cross.

November 24, 3.30 (back from the march).

I have just received a letter of the 16th and a card, and a dear letter of the 18th.  These two last tell me of the arrival of my packet.  How glad I am to hear that!  For a moment I asked myself whether I was right to send you these impressions, but, between us two, life has never been and can never be anything but a perpetual investigation in the region of eternal truths, fervent attention to the truth each earthly spectacle presents.  And so I do not regret sending you those little notes.

My worst sufferings were during the rainy days of September.  Those days are a bitter memory to every one.  We slept interlocked, face against face, hands crossed, in a deluge of water and mud.  It would be impossible to imagine our despair.

To crown all, after these frightful hours, they told us that the enemy was training his machine-guns upon us, and that we must attack him.  However, we were relieved; the explosion was violent.

As for my still unwritten verse, ‘Soleil si pale,’ etc., it relates to the 11th, 12th, and 13th of October, and, generally, to the time of the battle in the woods, which lasted for our regiment from September 22nd to October 13th.  What struck me so much was to see the sun rise upon the victims.

Since then I have written nothing, but for a prayer which I sent you five or six days ago.  I composed it while I was on duty on the road.

November 25, in the morning.

. . .  Yesterday, in the course of that march, I lived in a picture by my beloved primitives.  Coming out of the wood, as we went down a long road, we had close by us a large farm-house, plumed by a group of bare trees beside a frozen pool.