But these two, once launched forth into the vast of sentiment, went far indeed in theory, sounding the depths in either soul, testing the sincerity of their expressions; only, whereas Gaston’s experiments were made unconsciously, Mme. de Beauseant had a purpose in all that she said.  Bringing her natural and acquired subtlety to the work, she sought to learn M. de Nueil’s opinions by advancing, as far as she could do so, views diametrically opposed to her own.  So witty and so gracious was she, so much herself with this stranger, with whom she felt completely at ease, because she felt sure that they should never meet again, that, after some delicious epigram of hers, Gaston exclaimed unthinkingly: 

“Oh! madame, how could any man have left you?”

The Vicomtesse was silent.  Gaston reddened, he thought that he had offended her; but she was not angry.  The first deep thrill of delight since the day of her calamity had taken her by surprise.  The skill of the cleverest roue could not have made the impression that M. de Nueil made with that cry from the heart.  That verdict wrung from a young man’s candor gave her back innocence in her own eyes, condemned the world, laid the blame upon the lover who had left her, and justified her subsequent solitary drooping life.  The world’s absolution, the heartfelt sympathy, the social esteem so longed for, and so harshly refused, nay, all her secret desires were given her to the full in that exclamation, made fairer yet by the heart’s sweetest flatteries and the admiration that women always relish eagerly.  He understood her, understood all, and he had given her, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, the opportunity of rising higher through her fall.  She looked at the clock.

“Ah! madame, do not punish me for my heedlessness.  If you grant me but one evening, vouchsafe not to shorten it.”

She smiled at the pretty speech.

“Well, as we must never meet again,” she said, “what signifies a moment more or less?  If you were to care for me, it would be a pity.”

“It is too late now,” he said.

“Do not tell me that,” she answered gravely.  “Under any other circumstances I should be very glad to see you.  I will speak frankly, and you will understand how it is that I do not choose to see you again, and ought not to do so.  You have too much magnanimity not to feel that if I were so much as suspected of a second trespass, every one would think of me as a contemptible and vulgar woman; I should be like other women.  A pure and blameless life will bring my character into relief.  I am too proud not to endeavor to live like one apart in the world, a victim of the law through my marriage, man’s victim through my love.  If I were not faithful to the position which I have taken up, then I should deserve all the reproach that is heaped upon me; I should be lowered in my own eyes.  I had not enough lofty social virtue to remain with a man whom I did