way, somebody will cry: ‘But do you believe
it was supernatural then?’ In fact, that’s
what you’ll all say; and that’s exactly
what I complain of. I fancy hundreds of men
have been left dead and diseases left undiscovered,
by this suspicion of superstition, this stupid fear
of fear. Unless you see daylight through the
forest of facts from the first, you won’t venture
into the wood at all. Unless we can promise you
beforehand that there shall be what you call a natural
explanation, to save your precious dignity from miracles,
you won’t even hear the beginning of the plain
tale. Suppose there isn’t a natural explanation!
Suppose there is, and we never find it! Suppose
I haven’t a notion whether there is or not!
What the devil has that to do with you, or with me
in dealing with the facts I do know? My own instinct
is to think there is; that if my researches could
be followed far enough it would be found that some
horrible parody of hay fever, some effect analogous
to that of pollen, would explain all the facts.
I have never found the explanation. What I have
found are the facts. And the fact is that those
trees on the top there dealt death right and left,
as certainly as if they had been giants, standing
on a hill and knocking men down in crowds with a club.
It will be said that now I had only to produce my proofs
and have the nuisance removed. Perhaps I might
have convinced the scientific world finally, when
more and more processions of dead men had passed through
the village to the cemetery. But I had not got
to convince the scientific world, but the Lord of
the Manor. The Squire will pardon my saying
that it was a very different thing. I tried it
once; I lost my temper, and said things I do not defend;
and I left the Squire’s prejudices rooted anew,
like the trees. I was confronted with one colossal
coincidence that was an obstacle to all my aims.
One thing made all my science sound like nonsense.
It was the popular legend.
“Squire, if there were a legend of hay fever,
you would not believe in hay fever. If there
were a popular story about pollen, you would say that
pollen was only a popular story. I had something
against me heavier and more hopeless than the hostility
of the learned; I had the support of the ignorant.
My truth was hopelessly tangled up with a tale that
the educated were resolved to regard as entirely a
lie. I never tried to explain again; on the contrary,
I apologized, affected a conversion to the common-sense
view, and watched events. And all the time the
lines of a larger, if more crooked plan, began to
get clearer in my mind. I knew that Miss Vane,
whether or no she were married to Mr. Treherne, as
I afterward found she was, was so much under his influence
that the first day of her inheritance would be the
last day of the poisonous trees. But she could
not inherit, or even interfere, till the Squire died.
It became simply self-evident, to a rational mind,
that the Squire must die. But wishing to be
humane as well as rational, I desired his death to
be temporary.