declined joining in the diversion ever after the first
attempt, which was nothing but a headlong plunge from
top to bottom. But though I heroically stood
aloof while the girls were enjoying the sport, and
making the air ring with their laughter, I was sure,
afterwards, to come upon the slippery places unintentionally,
and take a slide whether I would or not. I had,
I remember, a most unfortunate propensity for climbing
and scrambling, choosing the worst paths, and daring
the others to follow my lead on precarious footholds.
It was unfortunate, because I seldom came forth from
these trials unscathed. I was always tearing
my dresses in clambering over fences, or bumping my
head in creeping under. Where others cleared brooks
with a light spring, I landed in the middle.
I was sure to pick out spongy, oozy, slippery grass
to stand upon, in marshy land, or was yet more likely
to slump through over shoes in black mud. Banks
always caved in beneath my feet, unexpectedly.
Brambles seemed to enter into a conspiracy to lay
violent hands on me, and hidden boughs lay in wait
to trip me up. Moss and bark scaled off the trunks
of fallen trees, bearing me with it when I was least
on my guard, or the trunks themselves, solid enough
to all appearance, crushed to powder beneath my unwary
tread. Even the stone walls deserted me.
I made use of one as a bridge, one day, to reach
a golden cowslip that grew temptingly in a swamp;
but a treacherous stone rolled off with me, and a perfect
avalanche of huge rocks followed, splashing the muddy
water all over me as I sat, helplessly, buoyed up
by the tall grass. I regret to say, I forgot
the cowslip.
THE OSTRICH.
Of the wild and wayward Ostrich, say,
have ye never heard?
Of the poor, distracted, lonely, outcast,
and wandering bird?
Which is not a bird of heaven, nor yet
a beast of earth,
But ever roveth, homeless,—a
creature of strange birth.
Wings hath it, but it flies not.
And yet within its breast
Are strange and sleepless drivings, so
that it may not rest;
Half-formed, half-conscious impulses,
with its half-formed pinions
given,
Too strong for rest on earth, too weak
to bear to heaven;—
And madly it beats its wings, but vainly,
against its side,
For the light wind rusheth through them,
mocking them in its pride.
Then, distraught, it hurries onward, the
gates of heaven shut,
Flying from what it knows not,—seeking
it knows not what.
While in the parching desert, amid the
stones and sand,
Its stone-like eggs are lying, here and
there, on every hand,
It wanders on, unheeding; and, with funereal
gloom,
Trembles in every breeze each torn, dishevelled
plume.
And when, with startled terror, it sees
its foes around,
It strives to rise above them, but clingeth
to the ground.
Then on it madly rusheth, with idly fluttering