In the great hall princes and nobles feasted with mirth and music. Laughter and outcries and mad revelry re-echoed through the stately archways and marble courts. Lal Singh was there, and great honour was rendered to him, for this was the time of his betrothal, and the bride was Moti. The festival had lasted for two days, and would be prolonged for many more. Moti was forgotten. The little maid who loved her lay on the floor at her feet and wept because Moti wept. Those who with zither and dance should have beguiled the hours, had stolen away to peep through latticed screens at the revelry.
Moti thought of Atma and moaned, but the little maid thought only of her mistress, and bewailed the fate that had joined her bright spirit by unseen bonds of love to one pre-doomed by inheritance to misfortune.
“For adversity loved his father’s house,” she sighed; “it is ill to consort with the unfortunate, for in time we share their woe.”
But Moti wrung her beautiful hands and cried:
“Ah if this breath
of mine might purchase his!
Then death were fair
and lovely as he said
In that enchanted even
hour when he
Of love, and death,
and moans, and constancy
Told till dark things
grew lovely, and o’erhead
Sweet stars seemed ghosts,
and shadow all that is.
But I have lost my life
and yet not death
Have won, and now to
me shall joy be strange,
And all my days the
kindly winds that breathe
From mirthful groves
of Paradise shall change
In my poor songless
soul to wail, and sigh,
And moan, and hollow
silence—let me die!
Poor me! who fearless
snatched at bliss so high,
Witless! and yet to
be of slight esteem
And little worth is
sometimes well, no dream
Of high unrest, no awful
afterglow
Affrights us simple
ones when that we die.
Vain flickering lamps
soon quenched—we but go
From this brief day,
this short transition,
This interlude of farcial
joy and woe,
Back to our native,
kind oblivion.
Can this be Moti, she
who prates of being,
And life, and death,
and fallacy, and moan?
Ah, how should I be
fixed and steadfast? seeing
All things about me
shift, I need must change;
Things which I thought
were plain are waxen strange,
Things are unfathomable
which I deemed
Shallow and bare; nay,
maid, I do not rave,
Sunbeams are mysteries,
and Love that seemed
All winged joy, and
transport light as air,
Ah me, but Love is deeper
than the grave,
Is deeper than the grave;
I seek it there.
Dear Death, bind Love
for me, till that I die!
And he is doomed to
die who loved me!
O bitter, bitter end
of tenderness!
O doleful issue of my
happiness!
Weep, little maid, for
one that loved me!