“I can just remember a man who must have been my father.  I was three years old when he left us.  Till then we had lived in a large house in an old city.  Can’t you guess what house that was?  Of course you can.  Yes, it was the house at Bruges where Alresca died.  We gave up that house, my mother and I, and went to live in Italy.  Then my father sold the house to Alresca.  I only knew that to-day.  You may guess my childish recollections of Bruges aren’t very distinct.  It was part of the understanding that my mother should change her name, and at Pisa she was known as Madame Montigny.  That was the only surname of hers that I ever knew.

“As I grew older, my mother told me fairy-tales to account for the absence of my father.  She died when I was sixteen, and before she died she told me the truth.  She begged me to promise to go to him, and said that I should be happy with him.  But I would not promise.  I was sixteen then, and very proud.  What my mother had told me made me hate and despise my father.  I left my dead mother’s side hating him; I had a loathing for him which words couldn’t express.  She had omitted to tell me his real name; I never asked her, and I was glad not to know it.  In speaking of him, of course she always said ‘your father’, ’your father’, and she died before she got quite to the end of her story.  I buried my mother, and then I was determined to disappear.  My father might search, but he should never find me.  The thought that he would search and search, and be unhappy for the rest of his life because he couldn’t find me, gave me a kind of joy.  So I left Pisa, and I took with me nothing but the few hundred lire which my mother had by her, and the toy dagger—­my father’s gift—­which she had always worn in her hair.

“I knew that I had a voice.  Everyone said that, and my mother had had it trained up to a certain point.  I knew that I could make a reputation.  I adopted the name of Rosetta Rosa, and I set to work.  Others have suffered worse things than I suffered.  I made my way.  Sir Cyril Smart, the great English impresario, heard me at Genoa, and offered me an engagement in London.  Then my fortune was made.  You know that story—­everyone knows it.

“Why did I not guess at once that he was my father?  I cannot tell.  And not having guessed it at once, why should I ever have guessed it?  I cannot tell.  The suspicion stole over me gradually.  Let me say that I always was conscious of a peculiar feeling towards Sir Cyril Smart, partly antagonistic, yet not wholly so—­a feeling I could never understand.  Then suddenly I knew, beyond any shadow of doubt, that Sir Cyril was my father, and in the same moment he knew that I was his daughter.  You were there; you saw us in the portico of the reception-rooms at that London hotel.  I caught him staring at the dagger in my hair just as if he was staring at a snake—­I had not worn it for some time—­and the knowledge of his identity swept over me like a—­like a big wave.  I hated him more than ever.