Mountain on mountain, as the Titans erst,
My brethren, scaling the high seat of Jove,
Heaved Pelion upon Ossa’s shoulders broad
In vain emprise. The moon will come and go 320
With her monotonous vicissitude;
Once beautiful, when I was free to walk
Among my fellows, and to interchange
The influence benign of loving eyes,
But now by aged use grown wearisome;— 325
False thought! most false! for how could I endure
These crawling centuries of lonely woe
Unshamed by weak complaining, but for thee,
Loneliest, save me, of all created things,
Mild-eyed Astarte, my best comforter,[21] 330
With thy pale smile of sad benignity?
[Footnote 21: Daughter of Heaven and Earth, and symbol of Nature.]
Year after year
will pass away and seem
To me, in mine eternal agony,
But as the shadows of dumb
summer clouds,
Which I have watched so often
darkening o’er 335
The vast Sarmatian plain,
league-wide at first,
But, with still swiftness,
lessening on and on
Till cloud and shadow meet
and mingle where
The gray horizon fades into
the sky,
Far, far to northward.
Yes, for ages yet 340
Must I lie here upon my altar
huge,
A sacrifice for man.
Sorrow will be,
As it hath been, his portion;
endless doom,
While the immortal with the
mortal linked
Dreams of its wings and pines
for what it dreams, 345
With upward yearn unceasing.
Better so:
For wisdom is meek sorrow’s
patient child,
And empire over self, and
all the deep
Strong charities that make
men seem like gods;
And love, that makes them
be gods, from her breasts 350
Sucks in the milk that makes
mankind one blood.
Good never comes unmixed,
or so it seems,
Having two faces, as some
images
Are carved, of foolish gods;
one face is ill;
But one heart lies beneath,
and that is good, 355
As are all hearts, when we
explore their depths.
Therefore, great heart, bear
up! thou art but type
Of what all lofty spirits
endure, that fain
Would win men back to strength
and peace through love:
Each hath his lonely peak,
and on each heart 360
Envy, or scorn, or hatred,
tears lifelong
With vulture beak; yet the
high soul is left;
And faith, which is but hope
grown wise; and love
And patience, which at last
shall overcome.