“My wife had been for some time in a declining state of health:  ruin at once so unexpected and inevitable was a stroke she was not prepared to bear, and I saw her faint into the arms of our servant, as I left my own habitation for the comfortless walls of a prison.  My poor Lucy, distracted with her fears for us both, sunk on the floor and endeavoured to detain me by her feeble efforts, but in vain; they forced open her arms; she shrieked, and fell prostrate.  But pardon me.  The horrors of that night unman me.  I cannot proceed.”

He rose from his seat, and walked several times across the room:  at length, attaining more composure, he cried—­“What a mere infant I am!  Why, Sir, I never felt thus in the day of battle.”  “No,” said Temple; “but the truly brave soul is tremblingly alive to the feelings of humanity.”

“True,” replied the old man, (something like satisfaction darting across his features) “and painful as these feelings are, I would not exchange them for that torpor which the stoic mistakes for philosophy.  How many exquisite delights should I have passed by unnoticed, but for these keen sensations, this quick sense of happiness or misery?  Then let us, my friend, take the cup of life as it is presented to us, tempered by the hand of a wise Providence; be thankful for the good, be patient under the evil, and presume not to enquire why the latter predominates.”

“This is true philosophy,” said Temple.

“’Tis the only way to reconcile ourselves to the cross events of life,” replied he.  “But I forget myself.  I will not longer intrude on your patience, but proceed in my melancholy tale.

“The very evening that I was taken to prison, my son arrived from Ireland, where he had been some time with his regiment.  From the distracted expressions of his mother and sister, he learnt by whom I had been arrested; and, late as it was, flew on the wings of wounded affection, to the house of his false friend, and earnestly enquired the cause of this cruel conduct.  With all the calmness of a cool deliberate villain, he avowed his passion for Lucy; declared her situation in life would not permit him to marry her; but offered to release me immediately, and make any settlement on her, if George would persuade her to live, as he impiously termed it, a life of honour.

“Fired at the insult offered to a man and a soldier, my boy struck the villain, and a challenge ensued.  He then went to a coffee-house in the neighbourhood and wrote a long affectionate letter to me, blaming himself severely for having introduced Lewis into the family, or permitted him to confer an obligation, which had brought inevitable ruin on us all.  He begged me, whatever might be the event of the ensuing morning, not to suffer regret or unavailing sorrow for his fate, to increase the anguish of my heart, which he greatly feared was already insupportable.

“This letter was delivered to me early in the morning.  It would be vain to attempt describing my feelings on the perusal of it; suffice it to say, that a merciful Providence interposed, and I was for three weeks insensible to miseries almost beyond the strength of human nature to support.