“Back again so soon? Then you did not find Moxon at home,” said the artist, scarcely lifting an eye from the canvas.
Harry flung himself on the ground beside his friend and delivered his mind of its new burden. Christie now condescended to look at him and to say calmly, “It is always well to know what threatens us, but there is no need to exaggerate facts. Mr. Cecil Burleigh is a rival you may be proud to defeat; Miss Fairfax will please herself, and I think you are a match for him. You have the start.”
“I know Bessie is fond of me, but she is a simple, warm-hearted girl, and is fond of all of us,” said Harry with a reflective air.
“I had no idea you were so modest. Probably she has a slight preference for you.” Christie went on painting, and now and then a telling touch accentuated his sentiments.
Harry hearkened, and grew more composed. “I wish I had her own assurance of it,” said he.
“You had better ask her,” said Christie.
After this they were silent for a considerable space, and the picture made progress. Then Harry began again, summing up his disadvantages: “Is it fair to ask her? Here am I, of no account as to family or fortune, and under a cloud as to the future, if my mother and Carnegie are justified in their warnings—and sometimes it comes over me that they are—why, Christie, what have I to offer her? Nothing, nothing but my presumptuous self.”
“Let her be judge: women have to put up with a little presumption in a lover.”
“Would it not be great presumption? Consider her relations and friends, her rank and its concomitants. I cannot tell how much she has learnt to value them, how necessary they have become to her. Lady Latimer, who was good to me until the other day, is shutting her doors against me now as too contemptible.”