Aunt Isobel’s story was a whispered tradition of the nursery for many years before she and I were so intimate, in consequence of her goodness and kindness to me, that one day I was bold enough to say to her, “Aunt Isobel, is it true that the reason why you never married is because you and he quarrelled, and you were very angry, and he went away, and he was drowned at sea?”

Child as I was, I do not think I should have been so indelicate as to have asked this question if I had not come to fancy that Nurse made out the story worse than it really was, for my behoof.  Aunt Isobel was so cheerful and bright with us!—­and I was not at that time able to believe that any one could mend a broken heart with other people’s interests so that the marks should show so little!

My aunt had a very clear skin, but in an instant her face was thick with a heavy blush, and she was silent.  I marvelled that these were the only signs of displeasure she allowed herself to betray, for the question was no sooner out of my mouth than I wished it unsaid, and felt how furious she must naturally feel to hear that her sad and sacred story was bandied between servants and children as a nursery-tale with a moral to it.

But oh, Aunt Isobel!  Aunt Isobel! you had at this time progressed far along that hard but glorious road of self-conquest which I had hardly found my way to.

“I beg your pardon,” I began, before she spoke.

“You ought to,” said my aunt—­she never spoke less than decisively—­“I thought you had more tact, Isobel, than to tell any one what servants have said of one’s sins or sorrows behind one’s back.”

“I am very sorry,” I repeated with shame; “but the thing is, I didn’t believe it was true, you always seem so happy.  I am very sorry.”

“It is true,” said Aunt Isobel.  “Child, whilst we are speaking of it—­for the first and the last time—­let it be a warning for you to illustrate a very homely proverb:  ’Don’t cut off your nose to spite your own face.’  Ill-tempered people are always doing it, and I did it to my life-long loss.  I was angry with him, and like Jonah I said to myself, ‘I do well to be angry.’  And though I would die twenty deaths harder than the death he died to see his face for five minutes and be forgiven, I am not weak enough to warp my judgment with my misery.  I was in the right, and he was in the wrong.  But I forgot how much harder a position it is to be in the wrong than in the right in a quarrel.  I did not think of how, instead of making the return path difficult to those who err, we ought to make it easy, as GOD does for us.  I gave him no chance of unsaying with grace or credit what he could not fail to regret that he had said.  Isobel, you have a clear head and a sharp tongue, as I have.  You will understand when I say that I had the satisfaction of proving that I was in the right and he was in the wrong, and that I was firmly, conscientiously determined to make no concessions, no half-way advances, though our Father goes to meet His prodigals.  Merciful Heaven!  I had the satisfaction of parting myself for all these slow years from the most honest—­the tenderest-hearted—­”