him to health. One of the dreariest aspects of
such an experience is its tediousness and loneliness.
Yet the maintenance of one’s good spirits and
optimism is an essential part of the treatment.
And it was in this work that Page now proved an indispensable
aid to the medical men. As soon as Dr. Alderman
found himself stretched out, a weak and isolated figure,
cut off from those activities and interests which had
been his inspiration for forty years, with no companions
except his own thoughts and a few sufferers like himself,
letters began to arrive with weekly regularity from
the man whom he always refers to as “dear old
Page.” The gayety and optimism of these
letters, the lively comments which they passed upon
men and things, and their wholesome and genial philosophy,
were largely instrumental, Dr. Alderman has always
believed, in his recovery. Their effect was so
instant and beneficial that the physicians asked to
have them read to the other patients, who also derived
abounding comfort and joy from them. The whole
episode was one of the most beautiful in Page’s
life, and brings out again that gift for friendship
which was perhaps his finest quality. For this
reason it is a calamity that most of these letters
have not been preserved. The few that have survived
are interesting not only in themselves; they reveal
Page’s innermost thoughts on the subject of Woodrow
Wilson. That he admired the new President is
evident, yet these letters make it clear that, even
in 1912 and 1913, there was something about Mr. Wilson
that caused him to hesitate, to entertain doubts,
to wonder how, after all, the experiment was to end.
To Edwin A. Alderman
Garden City, L.I.
December 31, 1912.
MY DEAR ED ALDERMAN:
I have a new amusement, a new excitement, a new study, as you have and as we all have who really believe in democracy—a new study, a new hope, and sometimes a new fear; and its name is Wilson. I have for many years regarded myself as an interested, but always a somewhat detached, outsider, believing that the democratic idea was real and safe and lifting, if we could ever get it put into action, contenting myself ever with such patches of it as time and accident and occasion now and then sewed on our gilded or tattered garments. But now it is come—the real thing; at any rate a man somewhat like us, whose thought and aim and dream are our thought and aim and dream. That’s enormously exciting! I didn’t suppose I’d ever become so interested in a general proposition or in a governmental hope.
Will he do it?
Can he do it? Can anybody do it? How can
we help him
do it? Now that
the task is on him, does he really understand?
Do I
understand him and he
me? There’s a certain unreality about it.