The bugler blew a few sharp notes to rally some of
those who were hanging back in confusion, and finally,
riflemen in advance and the converts herded tremblingly
behind by a brave Japanese Secretary of Legation in
spectacles, we succeeded in climbing up on to the gun
platform. The gunners, who had been lying beside
their weapon, fled precipitately as soon as they saw
our heads come over the barricade, but to our right
and left the enemy was now swarming forward with frantic
yells. The converts, who were to drag off the
gun while we covered them with our rifles and bayonets,
could not be made to advance, but clung to the wall
screaming piteously. We beat some of them over
the head with our rifle-butts and kicked them savagely
in a fever of anxiety to put some spirit in them,
but nothing could move them forward. It must be
always so; the Christian Chinaman face to face with
his fierce, heathen countrymen is as a lamb; he cannot
fight. Then before we knew it the little Japanese
captain was on the ground, two or three Japanese sailors
fell too, a
sauve qui peut began, and everything
was in inextricable disorder. The Chinese commanders,
seeing our plight, urged their men forward, and soon
hundreds of rifles were crashing at us, and savage-looking
men in brightly coloured tunics and their red trouser-covers
swinging in the breeze leaped forward on us. It
was a terrible sight. There was nothing to do
but to retire, which we did, dragging in our wounded
with brutal energy. At a ruined wall, half a
dozen of us made a stand, covering the retreat, which
had degenerated into a rout, and, firing steadily
at a close range, we dropped man after man. Some
of the Kansu soldiers rushed right up to us, and only
fell a few feet from our rifles, yelling, “Sha,
Sha,”—kill, kill, to the last moment;
and one fellow, as he was beaten down, threw a sword,
which stabbed one of our men in the thigh and terribly
wounded him.
It must have been all over in a very few minutes,
for the next thing I remember is that we were all
inside our lines again, and that my knees were bleeding
profusely from the scrambling over barricades and ruins.
We were completely out of breath from the excitement
and the running, and most of us were crimson with
rage at our ill-success when we had practically had
everything in our own hands. Everyone was for
shooting a convert or two as an example for the rest,
but in the end it came to nothing. Meanwhile
the fusillade against us grew enormously in vigour.
From every side bullets flicked in huge droves.
The Chinese, as if incensed at our enterprise, strove
to repay us by pelting us unmercifully, and awakened
into action by this persistent firing, the roar of
musketry and cannon soon extended to every side until
it crashed with unexampled fury. Messages came
from half a dozen quarters for the reserves to be
sent back, and in the hurry and general confusion
we could not learn what had happened to the Italians
or the rest of the enterprise.