When she comes home again! A thousand ways
I fashion, to myself, the tenderness
Of my glad welcome: I shall tremble—yes;
And touch her, as when first in the old days
I touched her girlish hand, nor dared upraise
Mine eyes, such was my faint heart’s
sweet distress.
Then silence: And the perfume of
her dress:
The room will sway a little, and a haze
Cloy eyesight—soulsight, even—for
a space:
And tears—yes; and the ache here in the
throat,
To know that I so ill deserve the place
Her arms make for me; and the sobbing note
I stay with kisses, ere the tearful face
Again is hidden in the old embrace.
[Illustration: (LEONAINIE—TITLE)]
LEONAINIE
Leonainie—Angels named her;
And they took the light
Of the laughing stars and framed her
In a smile of white;
And they made her hair of
gloomy
Midnight, and her eyes of
bloomy
Moonshine, and they brought
her to me
In the solemn night.—–
In a solemn night of summer,
When my heart of gloom
Blossomed up to greet the comer
Like a rose in bloom;
All forebodings that distressed
me
I forgot as Joy caressed me—
(Lying Joy! that caught
and pressed me
In the arms of doom!)
Only spake the little lisper
In the Angel-tongue;
Yet I, listening, heard her whisper—
“Songs are only sung
Here below that they may grieve
you—
Tales but told you to deceive
you,—
So must Leonainie leave you
While her love is young.”
Then God smiled and it was morning.
Matchless and supreme
Heaven’s glory seemed adorning
Earth with its esteem:
Every heart but mine seemed
gifted
With the voice of prayer,
and lifted
Where my Leonainie drifted
From me like a dream.
[Illustration: (LEONAINIE—TAILPIECE)]
[Illustration: (HER WAITING FACE)]
HER WAITING FACE
In some strange place
Of long-lost lands he finds her waiting face—
Comes marveling upon it, unaware,
Set moonwise in the midnight of her hair.
[Illustration: (THE OLD YEAR AND THE NEW—TITLE)]
THE OLD YEAR AND THE NEW
I
As one in sorrow looks upon
The dead face of a loyal friend,
By the dim light of New Year’s dawn
I saw the Old Year end.
Upon the pallid features lay
The dear old smile—so warm
and bright
Ere thus its cheer had died away
In ashes of delight.
The hands that I had learned to love
With strength of passion half divine,
Were folded now, all heedless of
The emptiness of mine.