I sat beside them sole princess in my exalted place,
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My ladies and my gentlemen stood by me on the dais:
A mirror showed me I look old and haggard in the face;
It showed me that my ladies all are fair to gaze upon,
Plump, plenteous-haired, to every one love’s
secret lore is known,
They laugh by day, they sleep by night; ah me, what
is a throne?
The singing men and women sang that night as usual,
The dancers danced in pairs and sets, but music had
a fall,
A melancholy windy fall as at a funeral.
Amid the toss of torches to my chamber back we swept;
My ladies loosed my golden chain; meantime I could
have wept 50
To think of some in galling chains whether they waked
or slept.
I took my bath of scented milk, delicately waited
on,
They burned sweet things for my delight, cedar and
cinnamon,
They lit my shaded silver lamp, and left me there
alone.
A day went by, a week went by. One day I heard
it said:
’Men are clamouring, women, children, clamouring
to be fed;
Men like famished dogs are howling in the streets
for bread.’
So two whispered by my door, not thinking I could
hear,
Vulgar naked truth, ungarnished for a royal ear;
Fit for cooping in the background, not to stalk so
near. 60
But I strained my utmost sense to catch this truth,
and mark:
‘There are families out grazing like cattle
in the park.’
‘A pair of peasants must be saved even if we
build an ark.’
A merry jest, a merry laugh, each strolled upon his
way;
One was my page, a lad I reared and bore with day
by day;
One was my youngest maid as sweet and white as cream
in May.
Other footsteps followed softly with a weightier tramp;
Voices said: ’Picked soldiers have been
summoned from the camp
To quell these base-born ruffians who make free to
howl and stamp.’
‘Howl and stamp?’ one answered: ’They
made free to hurl a stone 70
At the minister’s state coach, well aimed and
stoutly thrown.’
‘There’s work then for the soldiers, for
this rank crop must be mown.’
’One I saw, a poor old fool with ashes on his
head,
Whimpering because a girl had snatched his crust of
bread:
Then he dropped; when some one raised him, it turned
out he was dead.’
‘After us the deluge,’ was retorted with
a laugh:
‘If bread’s the staff of life, they must
walk without a staff.’
‘While I’ve a loaf they’re welcome
to my blessing and the chaff.’
These passed. The king: stand up. Said
my father with a smile:
’Daughter mine, your mother comes to sit with
you awhile, 80
She’s sad to-day, and who but you her sadness
can beguile?’
He too left me. Shall I touch my harp now while
I wait,—
(I hear them doubling guard below before our palace
gate—)
Or shall I work the last gold stitch into my veil
of state;