While winter comes and goes—oh tedious
comer!—
And while its nip-wind blows;
While bloom the bloodless lily and warm
rose
Of lavish summer.
If any should force entrance he might see there
One buried yet not dead,
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Before whose face I no more bow my head
Or bend my knee there;
But often in my worn life’s autumn weather
I watch there with clear eyes,
And think how it will be in Paradise
When we’re together.
A ROYAL PRINCESS
I, a princess, king-descended, decked with jewels,
gilded, drest,
Would rather be a peasant with her baby at her breast,
For all I shine so like the sun, and am purple like
the west.
Two and two my guards behind, two and two before,
Two and two on either hand, they guard me evermore;
Me, poor dove, that must not coo—eagle
that must not soar.
All my fountains cast up perfumes, all my gardens
grow
Scented woods and foreign spices, with all flowers
in blow
That are costly, out of season as the seasons go.
All my walls are lost in mirrors, whereupon I trace
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Self to right hand, self to left hand, self in every
place,
Self-same solitary figure, self-same seeking face.
Then I have an ivory chair high to sit upon,
Almost like my father’s chair, which is an ivory
throne;
There I sit uplift and upright, there I sit alone.
Alone by day, alone by night, alone days without end;
My father and my mother give me treasures, search
and spend—
O my father! O my mother! have you ne’er
a friend?
As I am a lofty princess, so my father is
A lofty king, accomplished in all kingly subtilties,
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Holding in his strong right hand world-kingdoms’
balances.
He has quarrelled with his neighbours, he has scourged
his foes;
Vassal counts and princes follow where his pennon
goes,
Long-descended valiant lords whom the vulture knows,
On whose track the vulture swoops, when they ride
in state
To break the strength of armies and topple down the
great:
Each of these my courteous servant, none of these
my mate.
My father counting up his strength sets down with
equal pen
So many head of cattle, head of horses, head of men;
These for slaughter, these for breeding, with the
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Some to work on roads, canals; some to man his ships;
Some to smart in mines beneath sharp overseers’
whips;
Some to trap fur-beasts in lands where utmost winter
nips.
Once it came into my heart, and whelmed me like a
flood,
That these too are men and women, human flesh and
blood;
Men with hearts and men with souls, though trodden
down like mud.
Our feasting was not glad that night, our music was
not gay:
On my mother’s graceful head I marked a thread
of grey,
My father frowning at the fare seemed every dish to
weigh.