A thief upon My right hand and My left;
Six hours alone, athirst, in misery:
At length in death one smote My heart and cleft
A hiding-place for thee.
Nailed to the racking cross, than bed of down
More dear, whereon to stretch Myself and
sleep:
So did I win a kingdom,—share my crown;
A harvest,—come
and reap.
‘A bruised reed shall he not break’
I will accept thy will to do and be,
Thy hatred and intolerance of sin,
Thy will at least to love, that burns
within
And thirsteth after Me:
So will I render fruitful, blessing still,
The germs and small beginnings in thy
heart,
Because thy will cleaves to the better
part.—
Alas, I cannot will.
Dost not thou will, poor soul? Yet I receive
The inner unseen longings of the soul,
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I guide them turning towards Me; I control
And charm hearts till they
grieve:
If thou desire, it yet shall come to pass,
Though thou but wish indeed to choose
My love;
For I have power in earth and heaven above.—
I cannot wish, alas!
What, neither choose nor wish to choose? and yet
I still must strive to win thee and constrain:
For thee I hung upon the cross in pain,
How then can I forget?
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If thou as yet dost neither love, nor hate,
Nor choose, nor wish,—resign
thyself, be still
Till I infuse love, hatred, longing, will.—
I do not deprecate.
A BETTER RESURRECTION
I have no wit, no words, no tears;
My heart within me like a stone
Is numbed too much for hopes or fears.
Look right, look left, I dwell alone;
I lift mine eyes, but dimmed with grief
No everlasting hills I see;
My life is in the falling leaf:
O Jesus, quicken me.
My life is like a faded leaf,
My harvest dwindled to a husk;
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Truly my life is void and brief
And tedious in the barren dusk;
My life is like a frozen thing,
No bud nor greenness can I see:
Yet rise it shall—the sap of Spring;
O Jesus, rise in me.
My life is like a broken bowl,
A broken bowl that cannot hold
One drop of water for my soul
Or cordial in the searching cold
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Cast in the fire the perished thing,
Melt and remould it, till it be
A royal cup for Him my King:
O Jesus, drink of me.
ADVENT
This Advent moon shines cold and clear,
These Advent nights are long;
Our lamps have burned year after year
And still their flame is strong.
‘Watchman, what of the night?’ we cry,
Heart-sick with hope deferred:
‘No speaking signs are in the sky,’
Is still the watchman’s word.