“My son,” said Mrs. Landholm, one evening when Mr. Landholm was out and the little ones in bed, — “what makes you wear such a sober face?”
“Nothing, mother, — only that I am doing nothing.”
“Are you sure of that? Your father was saying that he never saw anybody sow broadcast with a finer hand — he said you had done a grand day’s work to day.”
An impatiently drawn breath was the answer.
“Rufus, nobody is doing nothing who is doing all that God gives him leave to do.”
“No mother — and nobody ever will do much who does not hold that leave is given him to make of himself the utmost that he can.”
“And what is that?” she said quietly.
Nobody spoke; and then Rufus said, not quietly,
“Depends on circumstances, ma’am; — some one thing and some another.”
“My son Rufus, — we all have the same interest at heart with you.”
“I am sorry for it, ma’am; I would rather be disappointed alone.”
“I hope there will be no disappointment — I do not look for any, in the end. Cannot you bear a little present disappointment?”
“I do bear it, ma’am.”
“But Winthrop has the very same things at stake as you have, and I do not see him wear such a disconsolate face, — ever.”
“Winthrop —” the speaker began, and paused, every feature of his fine face working with emotion. His hearers waited, but whatever lay behind, nothing more of his meaning came out.
“Winthrop what? —” said his brother laughing.
“You are provokingly cool!” said the other, his eye changing again.