in my attacking the enemy.” It must be
mentioned that St. Vincent had expressed his opinion
that the French were bound for Malta and Alexandria,
and Nelson, when he wrote these words, was hourly
expecting to see their sails appear on the horizon.
He did not know yet, however, that they were twenty-five,
instead of nineteen, of the line. To St. Vincent
he expressed himself with the sober, dauntless resolution
of a consummate warrior, who recognized that opportunities
must be seized, and detachments, if need be, sacrificed,
for the furtherance of a great common object.
“Your Lordship may depend that the squadron
under my command shall never fall into the hands of
the enemy; and before we are destroyed, I have little
doubt but the enemy will have their wings so completely
clipped that they may be easily overtaken”—by
you. In this temper he waited. It is this
clear perception of the utility of his contemplated
grapple with superior numbers, and not the headlong
valor and instinct for fighting that unquestionably
distinguished him, which constitutes the excellence
of Nelson’s genius. This it was which guided
him in the great Trafalgar campaign, and the lack
of which betrayed Villeneuve at the same period to
his wretched shortcomings. Yet, as has before
been remarked, mere insight, however accurate and
penetrating, ends only in itself, or at best falls
far short of the mark, unless accompanied by Nelson’s
great power of disregarding contingencies—an
inspired blindness, which at the moment of decisive
action sees, not the risks, but the one only road
to possible victory.
Whilst thus expecting an engagement which, from the
disparity of numbers, could be nothing short of desperate,
he drew up a codicil to his will, making to Lady Hamilton
a bequest, in terms that show how complete were the
infatuation and idealization now in possession of
his mind: “I give and bequeath to my dear
friend, Emma Hamilton, wife of the Right Hon. Sir
William Hamilton, a nearly round box set with diamonds,
said to have been sent me by the mother of the Grand
Signor, which I request she will accept (and never
part from) as token of regard and respect for her
very eminent virtues (for she, the said Emma Hamilton,
possesses them all to such a degree that it would be
doing her injustice was any particular one to be mentioned)
from her faithful and affectionate friend.”
During this short cruise he wrote her almost daily,
and at some length, in addition to the more official
communications addressed to Hamilton. At this
same period he was excusing himself to his wife for
the shortness and infrequency of his letters:
“Pray attribute it to the true cause—viz.,
that in truth my poor hand cannot execute what my
head tells me I ought to do.”