in former battles, he stood a conspicuous object of
emulative worth to all the heroic men who surrounded
him in this. Never had his aspiring and enraptured
heart beheld a victory more brilliantly glorious awaiting
their noble exertions. Ineffable delight, blended
with a divine benignity, beamed over the hero’s
countenance. He felt conscious of being engaged
in contending for all that is dear to man; and, consequently,
struggling in a cause which could by no means be displeasing
to Heaven. He doubted little the success of his
country, for he knew in what he confided; but he was
not presumptuous, for he had early been instructed,
that “the battle is not always to the strong.”
His own personal fate was ever humbly resigned to the
will of the Great Disposer; live, or die, he was alone
solicitous that he should live or die in glory.
While victory, however, from all observation, appeared
within his grasp, he could not but be conscious that
individual danger every where hovered around.
The Santissima Trinidada carried full sixteen hundred
men; including a corps of troops, among whom were
several sharp-shooters. Many other ships had,
also, Tyrolese riflemen on board. Amidst the
conflict of cannon, fired muzzle to muzzle, showers
of bullets were directed on the quarter-deck; where
the distinguished hero stood, fearlessly giving his
orders, and chearfully abiding every peril. His
heart was animated, and his spirits were gay.
The stump of his right arm, which he always pleasantly
denominated his fin, moved the shoulder of his sleeve
up and down with the utmost rapidity, as was customary
when he felt greatly pleased. Captain Hardy, apprehensive
that Lord Nelson’s peculiar attire pointed him
out as too obvious a mark, advised the hero to change
his dress, or cover himself with a great-coat; but
he no otherwise regarded the precautionary advice,
than by observing that he had not yet time to do so.
It probably struck his great mind, that such an act
might evince too much personal attention for a commander
in chief to possess. In the mean while, the murderous
desire of the enemy to single out the officers, continued
growing more and more manifest. Of a hundred
and ten marines stationed on the poop and quarter-deck,
upwards of eighty were either killed or wounded.
Mr. Pascoe, first-lieutenant of the Victory, received
a very severe wound, while conversing with his lordship;
and John Scott, Esq. his lordship’s secretary,
was shot through the head, by a musket-ball, at his
side, Captain Adair of the marines, almost at the
same instant, experienced a similar fate. This
was about a quarter of an hour past one o’clock;
and, a few minutes afterward, Captain Hardy, who was
standing near his lordship, observed a marksman in
the mizen-top of the Bucentaure, which then lay on
the Victory’s quarter, in the very act of taking
a deliberate aim at his beloved commander. Scarcely
had he time to exclaim—“Change your
position, my lord! I see a rascal taking aim at