ceased, and the sound of low regular breathing, assured
her that she had fallen asleep. She rose up
gently, wrapped her wadded gown about her, lowered
the blinds, and closed the shutters, that the light
might not disturb Helen; then laid an additional blanket
over her, for it was bitter cold, and placed the candle
which she had lighted behind an old-timed Chinese
screen, that formed a sort of a niche in a corner of
the room, which she, in her pious thoughtfulness,
had converted into an oratory. A small round
table, covered with white drapery, supported a statue
of the Immaculate Mother, a porcelain shelf for holy
water and her prayer-book. Over it hung an old
and rare crucifix of carved ivory, stained with color
which time had softened to the hues of life, while
the features wore that mingled look of divine dignity
and human woe which but few artists, in their delineations
of the “thorn-crowned head,” can successfully
depict. It had been brought from Spain many
years before by her father, with a cabinet picture
of Mater Dolorosa, which now hung over it. Both
were invaluable, not only on account of their artistic
excellence and age, but as mementos of her father,
and incentives to devotion. Thither she now
went to offer the first fruits of the day to heaven
in mingled thanksgiving and prayer. Almost numbed
with the intense cold, she felt inclined to abridge
her devotions, but she remembered the cold, dreary
journey of the holy family from Nazareth to Bethlehem—the
ruggedness of the road, and the bitter winds which
swept through the mountain defiles around them—then
she lingered in the poor stable, and knelt with the
shepherds beside the manger where Jesus Christ in
the humility of his sacred humanity reposed.
She pictured to herself the Virgin Mother in the joyful
mystery of her maternity, bending over him with a
rapture too sublime for words; and St. Joseph—wonderfully
dignified as the guardian of divinity, and of her
whom the most high had honored, leaning on his staff
near them. “Shall I dare complain?”
thought May, while these blessed images came into
her heart warming it with generous love. “No
sweet and divine Lord, let all human ills, discomforts,
repinings, and love of self vanish before these sweet
contemplations. With thee, in Bethlehem, poverty
and sorrow grow light; and the weariness of the rough
ways of life no more dismay. Let me follow with
thee, sweet mother, after his footsteps, until Calvary
is crowned by a sacrifice and victim so divine that
angels, men, and earth wonder; let me, with thee, linger
by his cross, follow him to his sepulture, and rejoice
with thee in his resurrection.” Do not
let us suppose that May, in the overflowing of her
devout soul, forgot others, and thought only of herself;
oh, no! that charity, without which, all good works
are as “sounding brass,” animated her
faith; as tenderly and lovingly she plead at the mercy
seat for her stern old guardian; and although she knew
that he scorned all religion, and would have given