Age, my James, that
from the cheek of
Beauty steals
its rosy hue,
Has not left us much
to speak of:
But ’tis
not for this I rue.
Beauty with its thousand
graces,
Hair and
tints that will not fade,
You may get from many
places
Practically
ready-made.
No; it is the evanescence
Of those
lovelier tints of Hope—
Bubbles, such as adolescence
Joys to
win from melted soap—
Emphasizing the conclusion
That the
dreams of Youth remain
Castles that are An
delusion
(Castles, that’s
to say, in Spain).
Age thinks ‘fit,’
and I say ‘fiat.’
Here I stand
for Fortune’s butt,
As for Sunday swains
to shy at
Stands the
stoic coco-nut.
If you wish it put succinctly,
Gone are
all our little games;
But I thought I ’d
say distinctly
What I feel
about it, James.
WHY THIS VOLUME IS SO THIN.
In youth I dreamed,
as other youths have dreamt,
Of love,
and thrummed an amateur guitar
To verses of my own,—a
stout attempt
To hold
communion with the Evening Star
I wrote a sonnet, rhymed
it, made it scan.
Ah me! how trippingly
those last lines ran.—
O Hesperus!
O happy star! to bend
O’er
Helen’s bosom in the tranced west,
To match the hours heave
by upon her breast,
And at her
parted lip for dreams attend—
If dawn defraud thee,
how shall I be deemed,
Who house within that
bosom, and am dreamed?
For weeks I thought
these lines remarkable;
For weeks
I put on airs and called myself
A bard: till on
a day, as it befell,
I took a
small green Moxon from the shelf
At random, opened at
a casual place,
And found my young illusions
face to face
With this:—’Still
steadfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow’d
upon my fair Love’s ripening breast
To feel for ever its
soft fall and swell,
Awake for
ever in a sweet unrest;
Still, still to hear
her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever,—or
else swoon to death.’
O gulf not to be crossed
by taking thought!
O heights
by toil not to be overcome!
Great Keats, unto your
altar straight I brought
My speech,
and from the shrine departed dumb.
—And yet sometimes I
think you played it hard
Upon a rather hopeful
minor bard.
NUGAE OXONIENSES.
TWILIGHT.
By W—ll—m C—wp—r.