Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2) eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 299 pages of information about Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2).

Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2) eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 299 pages of information about Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2).

This summer of 1897 was the decisive period and final turning-point in Oscar Wilde’s career.  So long as the sunny weather lasted and friends came to visit him from time to time Oscar was content to live in the Chalet Bourgeat; but when the days began to draw in and the weather became unsettled, the dreariness of a life passed in solitude, indoors, and without a library became insupportable.  He was being drawn in two opposite directions.  I did not know it at the time; indeed he only told me about it months later when the matter had been decided irrevocably; but this was the moment when his soul was at stake between good and evil.  The question was whether his wife would come to him again or whether he would yield to the solicitations of Lord Alfred Douglas and go to live with him.

Mr. Sherard has told in his book how he brought about the first reconciliation between Oscar and his wife; and how immediately afterwards he received a letter from Lord Alfred Douglas threatening to shoot him like a dog, if, by any words of his, Wilde’s friendship was lost to him, Douglas.

Unluckily Mrs. Wilde’s family were against her going back to her husband; they begged her not to go; talked to her of her duty to her children and herself, and the poor woman hesitated.  Finally her advisers decided for her, and Mrs. Wilde wrote this decision to Oscar’s solicitors shortly before his release:  Oscar’s probation was to last at least a year.  I do not know enough about Mrs. Wilde and her relations with her family and with her husband even to discuss her inaction:  I dare not criticise her:  but she did not go to her husband when if she had gone boldly she might have saved him.  She knew Lord Alfred Douglas’ influence over him; knew that it had already brought him to grief.  Gide says, and Oscar himself told me afterwards, that he had come out of prison determined not to go back to Alfred Douglas and the old life.  It seems a pity that his wife did not act promptly; she allowed herself to believe that a time of probation was necessary.  The delay wounded Oscar, and all the while, as he told me a little later, he was resisting an influence which had dominated his life in the past.

“I got a letter almost every day, Frank, begging me to come to Posilippo, to the villa which Lord Alfred Douglas had rented.  Every day I heard his voice calling, ’Come, come, to sunshine and to me.  Come to Naples with its wonderful museum of bronzes and Pompeii and Paestum, the city of Poseidon:  I am waiting to welcome you.  Come.’

“Who could resist it, Frank? love calling, calling with outstretched arms; who could stay in bleak Berneval and watch the sheets of rain falling, falling—­and the grey mist shrouding the grey sea, and think of Naples and love and sunshine; who could resist it all?  I could not, Frank, I was so lonely and I hated solitude.  I resisted as long as I could, but when chill October came and Bosie came to Rouen for me, I gave up the struggle and yielded.”

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