Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2) eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 299 pages of information about Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2).

Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2) eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 299 pages of information about Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2).

I have been informed since that if I had begun by asking Thomas Hardy, I might have succeeded.  I knew Hardy; but never cared greatly for his talent.  I daresay if I had had nothing else to do I might have succeeded in some half degree.  But all these two years I was extremely busy and anxious; the storm clouds in South Africa were growing steadily darker and my attitude to South African affairs was exceedingly unpopular in London.  It seemed to me vitally important to prevent England from making war on the Boers.  I had to abandon the attempt to get Oscar’s sentence shortened, and comfort myself with Sir Ruggles Brise’s assurance that he would be treated with the greatest possible consideration.

Still, my advocacy had had a good effect.

Oscar himself has told us what the kindness shown to him in the last six months of his prison life really did for him.  He writes in De Profundis that for the first part of his sentence he could only wring his hands in impotent despair and cry, “What an ending, what an appalling ending!” But when the new spirit of kindness came to him, he could say with sincerity:  “What a beginning, what a wonderful beginning!” He sums it all up in these words: 

“Had I been released after eighteen months, as I hoped to be, I would have left my prison loathing it and every official in it with a bitterness of hatred that would have poisoned my life.  I have had six months more of imprisonment, but humanity has been in the prison with us all the time, and now when I go out I shall always remember great kindnesses that I have received here from almost everybody, and on the day of my release I shall give many thanks to many people, and ask to be remembered by them in turn.”

This is the man whom Mr. Justice Wills addressed as insensible to any high appeal.

Some time passed before I visited Oscar again.  The change in him was extraordinary.  He was light-hearted, gay, and looked better than I had ever seen him:  clearly the austerity of prison life suited him.  He met me with a jest: 

“It is you, Frank!” he cried as if astonished, “always original!  You come back to prison of your own free-will!”

He declared that the new governor—­Major Nelson[3] was his name—­had been as kind as possible to him.  He had not had a punishment for months, and “Oh, Frank, the joy of reading when you like and writing as you please—­the delight of living again!” He was so infinitely improved that his talk delighted me.

“What books have you?” I asked.

“I thought I should like the ‘Oedipus Rex,’” he replied gravely; “but I could not read it.  It all seemed unreal to me.  Then I thought of St. Augustine, but he was worse still.  The fathers of the Church were still further away from me; they all found it so easy to repent and change their lives:  it does not seem to me easy.  At last I got hold of Dante.  Dante was what I wanted.  I read the ‘Purgatorio’ all

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