like your Lord; all, all is appointed. Just think
of it; the types may be cast, the paper may be woven,
the ink may be made that is to announce to the world
your death and mine. It is all appointed, and
we cannot alter it or postpone it. The only thing
we have any hand in is this: whether our death,
when it comes, is to be a success or a failure; that
is to say, whether we shall die well or ill.
Since we die but once, then, and since so much turns
upon it, let us take advice how we are to do it well.
We cannot come back to make a second attempt; if
we do not shoot the gulf successfully, we cannot climb
back and try the leap again; we die once, and, after
death, the judgment. Now, when we have any difficult
thing before us, how do we prepare ourselves for it?
Do we not practise it as often as we possibly can?
If it is running in a race, or wrestling in a match,
or playing a tune, or shooting at a target, do we
not assiduously practise it? Yes, every sensible
man is careful to have his hand and his foot accustomed
to the trial before the appointed day comes.
Practice makes perfect: practise dying, then,
as Rutherford counsels you, and you will make a perfect
thing of your death, and not otherwise. But
how are we to practise dying? Fore-fancy it,
as Rutherford says. Act it over beforehand;
die speculatively, as Goodwin says. Say to yourself,
Suppose this were death at my door to-night.
Suppose he were to visit me in the night, what would
I say to him, and what would he say to me? Make
acquaintance with death, Rutherford writes to Lady
Kenmure also. Learn his ways, his manner of approach,
his language, and his look. Conjure him up,
practise upon him, have your part rehearsed and ready
to be performed. Let not a heathen be beforehand
with you in dying. Seneca said that every night
after his lamp was out, and the house quiet, he went
over all his past day, and looked at it all in the
light of death. What he did after that he does
not tell us; but Rutherford will tell you if you consult
him what you should do. Well, that is one way
of practising dying. For Sleep is the brother
of Death. And to meet the one brother right will
prepare us to meet the other. Speculate at night,
then—speculate and say, Suppose this were
my last night. Suppose, O my soul, thou wert
to cast anchor to-morrow in Eternity, how shouldst
thou close thine eyes to-night? Speculate also
at other men’s funerals. When the clod
thuds down on their coffin, think yourself inside
of it. When you see the undertaker’s man
screwing down the lid, suppose it yours. Take
your own way of doing it; only, practise dying, and
let not death spring upon you unawares. Die
daily, for, as Dante says, ‘The arrow seen beforehand
slacks its flight.’