[Footnote 5: North American Review.]
CHAPTER IV.
MARRIAGE OF MISS HALL AND MR. BOARDMAN.—THEY SAIL FOR INDIA.—LETTERS FROM MR. B.—LETTERS FROM MRS. B.—ANOTHER LETTER FROM MR. B.
It was to no slight sacrifice that the parents of Sarah Hall were summoned, when called to consent to her departure for Burmah. The eldest of a large family—arrived at an age when she could not only share her mother’s duties and labors, but be to her a sympathizing friend—possessed of every quality which could endear her to her parents’ hearts—emphatically their joy and pride—how could they resign her—especially how could they consent to her life-long exile from her native land; to end perchance in a cruel martyrdom on a heathen shore? Can we wonder that the mother clinging to her daughter’s neck, exclaimed, “I cannot, cannot part with you!” or that the moment of departure must arrive, before she could falter, “My child, I hope I am willing?”
Her own feelings on leaving the home of her youth with him who was henceforth to supply to her the place of all other friends, are breathed in these graceful lines.
“When far from those
whose tender care
Protected me from
ills when young;
And far from those who love
to hear
Affection from
a sister’s tongue;
When on a distant heathen
shore,
The deep blue
ocean I shall see;
And know the waves which hither
bore
Our bark, have
left me none but thee;
Perhaps a thought of childhood’s
days
Will cause a tear
to dim my eye;
And fragments of forgotten
lays
May wake the echo
of a sigh.
Oh! wilt thou then forgive
the tear?
Forgive the throbbings
of my heart?
And point to those blest regions,
where
Friends meet,
and never, never part!
And when shall come affliction’s
storm,
When some deep,
unexpected grief
Shall pale my cheek, and waste
my form,
Then wilt thou
point to sweet relief?
And wilt thou, then, with
soothing voice,
Of Jesus’
painful conflicts tell?
And bid my aching heart rejoice,
In these kind
accents—’All is well?’
When blooming health and strength
shall fly
And I the prey
of sickness prove,
Oh! wilt thou watch with wakeful
eye,
The dying pillow
of thy love?
And when the chilling hand
of death
Shall lead me
to my house in heaven
And to the damp, repulsive
earth,
In cold embrace,
this form be given;
Oh, need I ask thee, wilt
thou then,
Upon each bright
and pleasant eve,
Seek out the solitary glen,
To muse beside
my lonely grave?
And while fond memory back
shall steal,
To scenes and
days forever fled;
Oh, let the veil of love conceal
The frailties
of the sleeping dead.