“Do not think though I write thus, that I repine at the dealings of Providence. No! though he slay me yet will I trust in him!... Though I say with the Prophet, Behold and see if there be any sorrow like unto my sorrow, yet I would also say, It is of the Lord’s mercies that we are not consumed because his compassions fail not. God is the same when he afflicts, as when he is merciful, just as worthy of our entire trust and confidence now, as when he entrusted us with the precious little gift. There is a bright side even to this heavy affliction.”
The following tender and beautiful effusion was written by the Rev. J. Lawson of the Serampore Mission and presented to Mrs. Judson on this occasion. As it has not been published in former notices of Mrs. J. we take pleasure in inserting it here.
“Hush’d be the
murmuring thought! Thy will be done
O Arbiter of life and death.
I bow
To thy command—I
yield the precious gift
So late bestowed; and to the
silent grave
Move sorrowing, yet submissive.
O sweet babe!
I lay thee down to rest—the
cold, cold earth
A pillow for thy little head.
Sleep on,
Serene in death. No care
shall trouble thee.
All undisturbed thou slumberest;
far more still
Than when I lulled thee in
my lap, and sooth’d
Thy little sorrows till they
ceased....
Then felt thy mother peace;
her heart was light
As the sweet sigh that ’scaped
thy placid lips,
And joyous as the dimpled
smile that played
Across thy countenance.—O
I must weep
To think of thee, dear infant,
on my knees
Untroubled sleeping.
Bending o’er thy form,
I watch’d with eager
hope to catch the laugh
First waking from thy sparkling
eye, a beam
Lovely to me as the blue light
of heaven.
Dimm’d in death’s
agony, it beams no more!