subject on which we conversed, every book we read,
every incident that occurred, whether trivial or important,
had a tendency to suggest some peculiarly spiritual
train of thought, till it seemed to me that more than
ever before, “Christ was all his theme.”
Something of the same nature was also noted in his
preaching, to which I then had not the privilege of
listening. He was in the habit, however, of studying
his subject for the Sabbath, audibly, and in my presence,
at which time he was frequently so much affected as
to weep, and some times so overwhelmed with the vastness
of his conceptions, as to be obliged to abandon his
theme and choose another. My own illness at the
commencement of the year had brought eternity very
near to us, and rendered death, the grave, and the
bright heaven beyond it, familiar subjects of conversation.
Gladly would I give you, my dear sister, some idea
of the share borne by him in those memorable conversations;
but it would be impossible to convey, even to those
who knew him best, the most distant conception.
I believe he has sometimes been thought eloquent, both
in conversation and in the sacred desk; but the fervid,
burning eloquence, the deep pathos, the touching tenderness,
the elevation of thought, and intense beauty of expression,
which characterized those private teachings, were
not only beyond what I had ever heard before, but such
as I felt sure arrested his own attention, and surprised
even himself. About this time he began to find
unusual satisfaction and enjoyment in his private
devotions; and seemed to have few objects of interest
continually rising in his mind each of which in turn
became special subjects of prayer. Among these,
one of the most prominent was the conversion of his
posterity. He remarked, that he had always prayed
for his children, but that of late he had felt impressed
with the duty of praying for their children and their
children’s children down to the latest generation.
He also prayed most fervently, that his impressions
on this particular subject might be transferred to
his sons and daughters, and thence to their offspring,
so that he should ultimately meet a long unbroken
line of descendants before the throne of God, where
all might join together in ascribing everlasting praises
to their Redeemer.
Another subject, which occupied a large share of his attention, was that of brotherly love. You are, perhaps, aware, that like all persons of his ardent temperament, he was subject to strong attachments and aversions, which he sometimes had difficulty in bringing under the controlling influence of divine grace. He remarked that he had always felt more or less of an affectionate interest in his brethren, as brethren—and some of them he had loved very dearly for their personal qualities; but that he was now aware he had never placed his standard of love high enough. He spoke of them as children of God, redeemed by the Saviour’s blood, watched over and guarded by his love, dear