Upon the low-thatched roof,
the rain,
With ceaseless
patter, falls;
My choicest treasures bear
its stain—
Mould gathers
on the walls—Would Heaven
’Twere only
on the walls!
Sweet Mother! I am here
alone,
In sorrow and
in pain;
The sunshine from my heart
has flown,
It feels the driving
rain—Ah, me!
The chill, and
mould, and rain.
Four laggard months have wheeled
their round
Since love upon
it smiled;
And everything of earth has
frowned
On thy poor, stricken
child—sweet friend,
Thy weary, suffering
child.
I’d watched my loved
one, night and day.
Scarce breathing
when he slept;
And as my hopes were swept
away,
I’d on his
bosom wept—O God!
How had I prayed
and wept!
They bore him from me to the
ship,
As bearers bear
the dead;
I kissed his speechless, quivering
lip,
And left him on
his bed—Alas!
It seemed a coffin-bed!
When from my gentle sister’s
tomb,
In all our grief,
we came,
Rememberest thou her vacant
room!
Well, his was
just the same, that day.
The very, very
same.
Then, mother, little Charley
came—
Our beautiful
fair boy,
With my own father’s
cherished name—
But oh, he brought
no joy!—My child
Brought mourning,
and no joy.
His little grave I cannot
see,
Though weary months
have sped
Since pitying lips bent over
me,
And whispered,
“He is dead!”—Alas
’Tis dreadful
to be dead!
I do not mean for one like
me,
—So weary,
worn, and weak,—
Death’s shadowy paleness
seems to be
Even now, upon
my cheek—his seal
On form, and brow
and cheek.
But for a bright-winged bird
like him,
To hush his joyous
song,
And, prisoned in a coffin
dim,
Join Death’s
pale, phantom throng—My boy
To join that grisly
throng!
Oh, Mother, I can scarcely
bear
To think of this
to-day!
It was so exquisitely fair,
—That little
form of clay—my heart
Still lingers
by his clay.
And when for one loved far,
far more,
Come thickly gathering
tears;
My star of faith is clouded
o’er,
I sink beneath
my fears—sweet friend,
My heavy weight
of fears.
Oh, should he not return to
me,
Drear, drear must
be life’s night!
And, mother, I can almost
see
Even now the gathering
blight—my soul
Faints, stricken
by the blight.
Oh, but to feel thy fond arms
twine
Around me, once
again!
It almost seems those lips
of thine
Might kiss away
the pain—might soothe
This dull, cold,
heavy pain.