The pulse first caught its
tiny stroke,
The blood its
crimson hue, from mine—
This life, which I have dared
invoke,
Henceforth is
parallel with thine.
A silent awe is in my room—
I tremble with
delicious fear;
The future with its light
and gloom,
Time and Eternity
are here.
Doubts—hopes, in
eager tumult rise;
Hear, O my God!
one earnest prayer:—
Room for my bird in Paradise,
And give her angel
plumage there!
Maulmain, January, 1848.
The following touching lines show that she could skilfully employ her ready pen in consoling those on whom had fallen the stroke of bereavement:
LINES
Addressed to a missionary friend in Burmah on the death of her little boy, thirteen months old, in which allusion is made to the previous death of his little brother.
A mound is in the graveyard,
A short and narrow
bed;
No grass is growing on it,
And no marble
at its head:
Ye may sit and weep beside
it
Ye may kneel and
kiss the sod,
But ye’ll find no balm
for sorrow,
In the cold and
silent clod.
There is anguish in the household,
It is desolate
and lone,
For a fondly cherished nursling
From the parent
nest has flown;
A little form is missing;
A heart has ceased
to beat;
And the chain of love lies
shattered
At the desolator’s
feet.
Remove the empty cradle,
His clothing put
away,
And all his little playthings
With your choicest
treasures lay;
Strive not to check the tear
drops,
That fall like
summer rain,
For the sun of hope shines
thro’ them—
Ye shall see his
face again.
Oh! think where rests your
darling,—
Not in his cradle
bed;
Not in the distant graveyard,
With the still
and mouldering dead
But in a heavenly mansion,
Upon the Saviour’s
breast,
With his brother’s arms
about him,
He takes his sainted
rest.
He has put on robes of glory
For the little
robes ye wrought;
And he fingers golden harp
strings
For the toys his
sisters brought.
Oh, weep! but with rejoicing;
A heart gem have
ye given,
And behold its glorious setting
In the diadem
of Heaven.
The following letter and beautiful poems need little explanation. The letter is addressed to some of Dr. Judson’s children, who resided in Worcester, Massachusetts, having been sent home from India to be educated in America. His health having failed, Dr. J. had sailed for the Isle of Bourbon for its restoration, and it was during his absence that these effusions were penned.
Maulmain, April 11, 1850.
My very dear Children,