A Lover in Homespun eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 144 pages of information about A Lover in Homespun.

A Lover in Homespun eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 144 pages of information about A Lover in Homespun.

Had he not been so wrought up himself he would have seen that he was goading her beyond endurance.  When he mentioned their dead boy she had winced as though in bodily pain, but when he accused her of heartlessness towards his memory, she had grown so unstrung that she could scarcely contain herself.  Never before in their differences had he accused her of faithlessness to the memory of their boy.  The fear of having her husband leave her had now been swept away by the wave of indignation which possessed her.

He could not have started back in more surprise and dismay had she struck him, than when he heard her call him a coward and saw her intense anger.

With a great effort she mastered the wild rush of words that sprang to her lips, and bowing to him derisively said, as she looked into his face:  “Truly a most gallant husband and a gentleman!  And so, forsooth, you would desert your wife because she has forgotten the memory of her dead boy—­whom she never truly loved—­and because she thirsts after pleasure and excitement!  What wondrous discernment!  What a wise judge of human nature!” Her ironical laugh was now true in intonation.

“Utterly heartless,” he whispered, almost wonderingly as he sank down on his chair.

She caught the words and said easily:  “Yes, thanks to my husband, utterly heartless.”  Then calmly drawing a chair near to his, she said in an amused tone:  “And let me tell you how this interesting metaphysical transformation was brought about.”

His anger had died away and he looked at her pityingly.

“I shall have to go back to two years ago,” she continued, “for up to that time you never doubted the existence of my heart—­in fact, you will remember you more than once told me that I was too tender-hearted, and that you hoped deep sorrow would never come to me, because I had the capacity to suffer more than most women.  The great change came with my boy’s death.”

For a brief space the mocking light died out of her face, while her voice grew deeply earnest.  A rush of memories made her emotion so keen that she could not keep seated, and walking to and fro she talked rapidly, at times almost wildly.

“Your discernment for once was right; I had the capacity for suffering more than most women, and infinitely more than my husband, with all his worship of our boy.  After his death my heart craved love and sympathy as it had never done before, and to whom but you was I to turn for it?  And was it given?  Let your conscience answer.  With his death you shut me out of your heart, as I have said, when I most needed your sympathy.  How many times before this passion for excitement, which you speak of, took possession of me, did I come to you in your study, in which you isolated yourself so, and tried, in numberless little ways, to show you how sorely I needed you—­tried to make our sorrow a common one, tried to make you realize that I needed your company and sympathy to

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