to him when he shewed himself near the cottage,—still
there was a deep dread upon her when her eyes rested
upon him, when her thoughts flew to him. Men are
wolves to women, and utterly merciless when feeding
high their lust. ’Twas thus her own thoughts
shaped themselves, though she never uttered a syllable
to her daughter in disparagement of the man.
This was the girl’s chance. Was she to
rob her of it? And yet, of all her duties, was
not the duty of protecting her girl the highest and
the dearest that she owned? If the man meant
well by her girl, she would wash his feet with her
hair, kiss the hem of his garments, and love the spot
on which she had first seen him stand like a young
sea-god. But if evil,—if he meant evil
to her girl, if he should do evil to her Kate,—then
she knew that there was so much of the tiger within
her bosom as would serve to rend him limb from limb.
With such thoughts as these she had hardly ever left
them together. Nor had such leaving together
seemed to be desired by them. As for Kate she
certainly would have shunned it. She thought of
Fred Neville during all her waking moments, and dreamed
of him at night. His coming had certainly been
to her as the coming of a god. Though he did
not appear on the cliffs above once or twice a week,
and had done so but for a few weeks, his presence
had altered the whole tenour of her life. She
never asked her mother now whether it was to be always
like this. There was a freshness about her life
which her mother understood at once. She was
full of play, reading less than was her wont, but still
with no sense of tedium. Of the man in his absence
she spoke but seldom, and when his name was on her
lips she would jest with it,—as though the
coming of a young embryo lord to shoot gulls on their
coast was quite a joke. The seal-skin which he
had given her was very dear to her, and she was at
no pains to hide her liking; but of the man as a lover
she had never seemed to think.
Nor did she think of him as a lover. It is not
by such thinking that love grows. Nor did she
ever tell herself that while he was there, coming
on one day and telling them that his boat would be
again there on another, life was blessed to her, and
that, therefore, when he should have left them, her
life would be accursed to her. She knew nothing
of all this. But yet she thought of him, and
dreamed of him, and her young head was full of little
plans with every one of which he was connected.
And it may almost be said that Fred Neville was as
innocent in the matter as was the girl. It is
true, indeed, that men are merciless as wolves to
women,—that they become so, taught by circumstances
and trained by years; but the young man who begins
by meaning to be a wolf must be bad indeed. Fred
Neville had no such meaning. On his behalf it
must be acknowledged that he had no meaning whatever
when he came again and again to Ardkill. Had
he examined himself in the matter he would have declared