But he had plenty of talent, and worked hard at his
profession, to which he was devoted for reasons quite
unconnected with any considerations of possible profit
and loss. Indeed, having just enough money of
his own to make him tolerably independent, he was
wont to ignore all such considerations in his grand
youthful way, and to look upon his profession from
a purely abstract scientific point of view. And
yet he was not without large hopes, grand vague ambitions
concerning his future career; for he was at an age
when it seems so much easier to become one of the
few enumerated great ones of the world than to remain
amongst the nameless forgotten multitudes; and life
lay before him rather as something definite, which
he could take up and fashion to his own pleasure,
than as a succession of days and years which would
inevitably mould and influence him in their course.
It is not wholly conceit, perhaps, which so assures
these clever lads of the vastness of their untried
capabilities, that there are moments when they feel
as if they could grasp heaven and earth in their wide
consciousness; it is rather a want of experience and
clearness of perception. Horace Graham was not
particularly conceited, and yet, in common with many
other men of his age, he had a conviction that, in
some way or other, life had great exceptional prizes
in store for him; and indeed he was so strong, and
young, and honest-hearted, that he had been successful
enough hitherto within his narrow limits. He
had pleasant manners, too, and a pleasant face, which
gained him as many friends as he ever cared to have;
for he had a queer, reserved, unsociable twist in
his character, which kept him aloof from much company,
and rather spoilt his reputation for geniality and
heartiness. He hated the hard work he had to
go through in society; so at least he was wont to grumble,
and then would add, laughing, “I daresay I am
a conceited puppy to say so: but the fact is,
there are not six people in the world whose company
I would prefer to my own for a whole day.”
He found his own company quite sufficient during all
his wanderings through that long summer’s day
in the lovely country round Chaudfontaine, a country
neither grand nor wild, hardly romantic, but with
a charm of its own that enticed Graham onwards in
spite of the hot August sun. It was so green,
so peaceful, so out of the world; the little valleys
were wrapped so closely amongst the hills, the streams
came gushing out of the limestone rocks, dry water,
courses led him higher and higher up amongst the silent
woods, which stretched away for miles on either hand.
Sometimes he would come upon an open space, whence
he could look down upon the broader valley beneath,
with its quiet river flowing through the midst, reflecting
white villages, forges, long rows of poplars, an occasional
bridge, and here and there a long low island; or descending,
he would find himself in some narrow ravine, cleft
between grey rocky heights overgrown with brushwood