Shift the line of division a little, so that instead
of separating borrowers and lenders, it separates
those who pay their debts from those who do not pay
them, and then Dickens the elder may succeed to something
of Bigod’s kingship. He was of the great
race of debtors, possessing especially that
ideal
quality of mind on which Lamb laid such stress.
Imagination played the very mischief with him.
He had evidently little grasp of fact, and moved in
a kind of haze, through which all clear outlines would
show blurred and unreal. Sometimes—most
often, perhaps—that haze would be irradiated
with sanguine visionary hopes and expectations.
Sometimes it would be fitfully darkened with all the
horrors of despair. But whether in gloom or gleam,
the realities of his position would be lost. He
never, certainly, contracted a debt which he did not
mean honourably to pay. But either he had never
possessed the faculty of forming a just estimate of
future possibilities, or else, through the indulgence
of what may be called a vague habit of thought, he
had lost the power of seeing things as they are.
Thus all his excellencies and good gifts were neutralized
at this time, so far as his family were concerned,
and went for practically nothing. He was, according
to his son’s testimony, full of industry, most
conscientious in the discharge of any business, unwearying
in loving patience and solicitude when those bound
to him by blood or friendship were ill or in trouble,
“as kind-hearted and generous a man as ever
lived in the world.” Yet as debts accumulated,
and accommodation bills shed their baleful shadow
on his life, and duns grew many and furious, he became
altogether immersed in mean money troubles, and suffered
the son who was to shed such lustre on his name to
remain for a time without the means of learning, and
to sink first into a little household drudge, and then
into a mere warehouse boy.
So little Charles, aged from eleven to twelve, first
blacked boots, and minded the younger children, and
ran messages, and effected the family purchases—which
can have been no pleasant task in the then state of
the family credit,—and made very close acquaintance
with the inside of the pawnbrokers’ shops, and
with the purchasers of second-hand books, disposing,
among other things, of the little store of books he
loved so well; and then, when his father was imprisoned,
ran more messages hither and thither, and shed many
childish tears in his father’s company—the
father doubtless regarding the tears as a tribute
to his eloquence, though, heaven knows, there were
other things to cry over besides his sonorous periods.
After which a connection, James Lamert by name, who
had lived with the family before they moved from Camden
Town to Gower Street, and was manager of a worm-eaten,
rat-riddled blacking business, near old Hungerford
Market, offered to employ the lad, on a salary of
some six shillings a week, or thereabouts. The
duties which commanded these high emoluments consisted