Make me feel the wild pulsation that I felt before
the strife,
When I heard my days before me, and the tumult of
my life;
Yearning for the large excitement that the coming
years would yield,
Eager-hearted as a boy when first he leaves his father’s
field,
And at night along the dusky highway near and nearer
drawn,
Sees in heaven the light of London flaring like a
dreary dawn;
And his spirit leaps within him to be gone before
him then,
Underneath the light he looks at, in among the throngs
of men;
Men, my brothers, men the workers, ever reaping something
new:
That which they have done but earnest of the things
that they shall do:
For I dipt into the future, far as human eye could
see,
Saw the vision of the world, and all the wonder that
would be;
Saw the heavens fill with commerce, argosies of magic
sails,
Pilots of the purple twilight, dropping down with
costly bales;
Heard the heavens fill with shouting, and there rained
a ghastly dew
From the nations’ airy navies grappling in the
central blue;
Far along the world-wide whisper of the south-wind
rushing warm,
With the standards of the peoples plunging through
the thunder-storm;
Till the war-drum throbbed no longer, and the battle
flags were furled
In the parliament of man, the federation of the world.
There the common sense of most shall hold a fretful
realm in awe,
And the kindly earth shall slumber, lapt in universal
law.
So I triumphed ere my passion sweeping through me
left me dry,
Left me with a palsied heart, and left me with the
jaundiced eye;
Eye, to which all order festers, all things here are
out of joint.
Science moves, but slowly, slowly, creeping on from
point to point:
Slowly comes a hungry people, as a lion, creeping
nigher,
Glares at one that nods and winks behind a slowly
dying fire.
Yet I doubt not through the ages one increasing purpose
runs,
And the thoughts of men are widened with the process
of the suns.
What is that to him that reaps not harvest of his
youthful joys,
Though the deep heart of existence beat forever like
a boy’s?
Knowledge comes, but wisdom lingers; and I linger
on the shore
And the individual withers, and the world is more
and more.
Knowledge comes, but wisdom lingers, and he bears
a laden breast,
Full of sad experience moving toward the stillness
of his rest.
Hark! my merry comrades call me, sounding on the bugle
horn,—
They to whom my foolish passion were a target for
their scorn;
Shall it not be scorn to me to harp on such a mouldered
string?
I am shamed through all my nature to have loved so
slight a thing.
Weakness to be wroth with weakness! woman’s
pleasure, woman’s pain—
Nature made them blinder motions bounded in a shallower
brain;