What is the use of heapin’ on me a pauper’s
shame?
Am I lazy or crazy? am I blind or lame?
True, I am not so supple, nor yet so awful stout;
But charity ain’t no favor, if one can live
without.
I am willin’ and anxious an’ ready any
day
To work for a decent livin’, an’ pay my
honest way;
For I can earn my victuals, an’ more too, I’ll
be bound,
If anybody only is willin’ to have me round.
Once I was young an’ han’some—I
was, upon my soul—
Once my cheeks was roses, my eyes as black as coal;
And I can’t remember, in them days, of hearin’
people say,
For any kind of a reason, that I was in their way.
‘Tain’t no use of boastin’, or talkin’
over free,
But many a house an’ home was open then to me;
Many a ban’some offer I had from likely men,
And nobody ever hinted that I was a burden then.
And when to John I was married, sure he was good and
smart,
But he and all the neighbors would own I done my part;
For life was all before me, an’ I was young
an’ strong,
And I worked the best that I could in tryin’
to get along.
And so we worked together: and life was hard,
but gay,
With now and then a baby for to cheer us on our way;
Till we had half a dozen, an’ all growed clean
an’ neat,
An’ went to school like others, an’ had
enough to eat.
So we worked for the child’rn, and raised ’em
every one;
Worked for ’em summer and winter, just as we
ought to ’ve done;
Only perhaps we humored ’em, which some good
folks condemn,
But every couple’s child’rn ’s heap
the best to them.
Strange how much we think of our blessed little ones!—
I’d have died for my daughters, I’d have
died for my sons;
And God he made that rule of love; but when we’re
old and gray,
I’ve noticed it sometimes somehow fails to work
the other way.
Strange, another thing: when our boys an’
girls was grown,
And when, exceptin’ Charley, they’d left
us there alone;
When John he nearer an’ nearer come, an’
dearer seemed to be,
The Lord of Hosts he come one day an’ took him
away from me.
Still I was bound to struggle, an’ never to
cringe or fall—
Still I worked for Charley, for Charley was now my
all;
And Charley was pretty good to me, with scarce a word
or frown,
Till at last he went a-courtin’, and brought
a wife from town.
She was somewhat dressy, an’ hadn’t a
pleasant smile—
She was quite conceity, and carried a heap o’
style;
But if I ever tried to be friends, I did with her,
I know;
But she was hard and proud, an’ I couldn’t
make it go.
She had an edication, an’ that was good for
her;
But when she twitted me on mine, ‘twas carryin’
things too fur;
An’ I told her once, ‘fore company (an’
it almost made her sick),
That I never swallowed a grammar, or ’et a rithmetic.
So ’twas only a few days before the thing was
done—
They was a family of themselves, and I another one;
And a very little cottage one family will do,
But I never have seen a house that was big enough
for two.