O, sweet is the new violet, that comes beneath the
skies;
And sweeter is the young lamb’s voice to me
that cannot rise;
And sweet is all the land about, and all the flowers
that blow;
And sweeter far is death than life, to me that long
to go.
It seemed so hard at first, mother, to leave the blessed
sun,
And now it seems as hard to stay; and yet, His will
be done!
But still I think it can’t be long before I
find release;
And that good man, the clergyman, has told me words
of peace.
O, blessings on his kindly voice, and on his silver
hair,
And blessings on his whole life long, until he meet
me there!
O, blessings on his kindly heart and on his silver
head!
A thousand times I blest him, as he knelt beside my
bed.
He taught me all the mercy, for he showed me all the
sin;
Now, though my lamp was lighted late, there’s
One will let me in.
Nor would I now be well, mother, again, if that could
be;
For my desire is but to pass to Him that died for
me.
I did not hear the dog howl, mother, or the death-watch
beat,—
There came a sweeter token when the night and morning
meet;
But sit beside my bed, mother, and put your hand in
mine,
And Effie on the other side, and I will tell the sign.
All in the wild March-morning I heard the angels call,—
It was when the moon was setting, and the dark was
over all;
The trees began to whisper, and the wind began to
roll,
And in the wild March-morning I heard them call my
soul.
For, lying broad awake, T thought of you and Effie
dear;
I saw you sitting in the house, and I no longer here;
With all my strength I prayed for both,—and
so I felt resigned,
And up the valley came a swell of music on the wind.
I thought that it was fancy, and I listened in my
bed;
And then did something speak to me,—I know
not what was said;
For great delight and shuddering took hold of all
my mind,
And up the valley came again the music on the wind.
But you were sleeping; and I said, “It’s
not for them,—it’s mine;”
And if it comes three times, I thought, I take it
for a sign.
And once again it came, and close beside the window-bars;
Then seemed to go right up to heaven and die among
the stars.
So now I think my time is near; I trust it is.
I know
The blessed music went that way my soul will have
to go.
And for myself, indeed, I care not if I go to-day;
But Effie, you must comfort her when I am past
away.
And say to Robin a kind word, and tell him not to
fret;
There’s many a worthier than I, would make him
happy yet.
If I had lived—I cannot tell—I
might have been his wife;
But all these things have ceased to be, with my desire
of life.
O, look! the sun begins to rise! the heavens are in
a glow;
He shines upon a hundred fields, and all of them I
know.
And there I move no longer now, and there his light
may shine,—
Wild flowers in the valley for other hands than mine.