of learning, it would never have been paid. It
is to be hoped, therefore, that the displeasure incurred
by wringing it from them at the last session, will
now give way to a contrary feeling, and even place
us on a ground of some merit. Should this sentiment
take place, and the arrival of our Professors, and
filling our dormitories with students on the 1st of
February, encourage them to look more favorably towards
us, perhaps it might dispose them to enlarge somewhat
their order on the same fund. You observe the
Proctor has stated in a letter accompanying our Report,
that it will take about twenty-five thousand dollars
more than we have to finish the Rotunda. Besides
this, an Anatomical theatre (costing about as much
as one of our hotels, say about five thousand dollars,)
is indispensable to the school of Anatomy. There
cannot be a single dissection until a proper theatre
is prepared, giving an advantageous view of the operation
to those within, and effectually excluding observation
from without. Either the additional sums, therefore,
of twenty-five thousand and five thousand dollars
will be wanting, or we must be permitted to appropriate
a part of the fifty thousand to a theatre, leaving
the Rotunda unfinished for the present. Yet I
should think neither of these objects an equivalent
for renewing the displeasure of the legislature.
Unless we can carry their hearty patronage with us,
the institution can never flourish. I would not,
therefore, hint at this additional aid, unless it were
agreeable to our friends generally, and tolerably sure
of being carried without irritation.
In your letter of December the 31st, you say my ’hand-writing
and my letters have great effect there,’ i.e.
at Richmond. I am sensible, my dear Sir, of the
kindness with which this encouragement is held up to
me. But my views of their effect are very different.
When I retired from the administration of public affairs,
I thought I saw some evidence that I retired with
a good degree of public favor, and that my conduct
in office had been considered, by the one party at
least, with approbation, and with acquiescence by
the other. But the attempt, in which I have embarked
so earnestly, to procure an improvement in the moral
condition of my native State, although, perhaps, in
other States it may have strengthened good dispositions,
it has assuredly weakened them within our own.
The attempt ran foul of so many local interests, of
so many personal views, and so much ignorance, and
I have been considered as so particularly its promoter,
that I see evidently a great change of sentiment towards
myself. I cannot doubt its having dissatisfied
with myself a respectable minority, if not a majority
of the House of Delegates. I feel it deeply,
and very discouragingly. Yet I shall not give
way. I have ever found in my progress through
life, that, acting for the public, if we do always
what is right, the approbation denied in the beginning
will surely follow us in the end. It is from posterity