was in the mew, passing from Confederation to Union,
how bitter was the schism between the Feds and Antis.
Here you and I were together again. For although,
for a moment, separated by the Atlantic from the scene
of action, I favored the opinion that nine States should
confirm the constitution, in order to secure it, and
the others hold off, until certain amendments, deemed
favorable to freedom, should be made. I rallied
in the first instant to the wiser proposition of Massachusetts,
that all should confirm, and then all instruct their
delegates to urge those amendments. The amendments
were made, and all were reconciled to the government.
But as soon as it was put into motion, the line of
division was again drawn. We broke into two parties,
each wishing to give the government a different direction;
the one to strengthen the most popular branch, the
other the more permanent branches, and to extend their
permanence. Here you and I separated for the
first time: and as we had been longer than most
others on the public theatre, and our names therefore
were more familiar to our countrymen, the party which
considered you as thinking with them, placed your
name at their head; the other, for the same reason,
selected mine. But neither decency nor inclination
permitted us to become the advocates of ourselves,
or to take part personally in the violent contests
which followed. We suffered ourselves, as you
so well expressed it, to be passive subjects of public
discussion. And these discussions, whether relating
to men, measures, or opinions, were conducted by the
parties with an animosity, a bitterness, and an indecency,
which had never been exceeded. All the resources
of reason and of wrath were exhausted by each party
in support of its own, and to prostrate the adversary
opinions; one was upbraided with receiving the anti-federalists,
the other the old tories and refugees, into their
bosom. Of this acrimony, the public papers of
the day exhibit ample testimony, in the debates of
Congress, of State legislatures, of stump-orators,
in addresses, answers, and newspaper essays; and to
these, without question, may be added the private
correspondences of individuals; and the less guarded
in these, because not meant for the public eye, not
restrained by the respect due to that, but poured
forth from the overflowings of the heart into the
bosom of a friend, as a momentary easement of our feelings.
In this way and in answers to addresses, you and I
could indulge ourselves. We have probably done
it, sometimes with warmth, often with prejudice, but
always, as we believed, adhering to truth. I have
not examined my letters of that day. I have no
stomach to revive the memory of its feelings.
But one of these letters, it seems, has got before
the public, by accident and infidelity, by the death
of one friend to whom it was written, and of his friend
to whom it had been communicated, and by the malice
and treachery of a third person, of whom I had never
before heard, merely to make mischief, and in the same