I first met with it at Bladensburg, and for a moment
conceived I must take the field of the public papers.
I could not disavow it wholly, because the greatest
part was mine in substance, though not in form.
I could not avow it as it stood, because the form
was not mine, and, in one place, the substance very
materially falsified. This, then, would render
explanations necessary; nay, it would render proofs
of the whole necessary, and draw me at length into
a publication of all (even the secret) transactions
of the administration, while I was of it: and
embroil me personally with every member of the executive,
with the judiciary, and with others still. I
soon decided in my own mind, to be entirely silent.
I consulted with several friends at Philadelphia, who,
every one of them, were clearly against my avowing
or disavowing, and some of them conjured me most earnestly
to let nothing provoke me to it. I corrected
in conversation with them, a substantial misrepresentation
in the copy published. The original has a sentiment
like this (for I have it not before me), ’They
are endeavoring to submit us to the substance, as
they already have to the forms of the British government;’
meaning by forms, the birth-days, levees, processions
to parliament, inauguration pomposities, fee.
But the copy published says, ’as they have already
submitted us to the form of the British,’ &c.;
making me express hostility to the form of our government,
that is to say, to the constitution itself. For
this is really the difference of the word form, used
in the singular or plural, in that phrase, in the English
language. Now it would be impossible for me to
explain this publicly, without bringing on a personal
difference between General Washington and myself,
which nothing before the publication of this letter
has ever done. It would embroil me also with
all those with whom his character is still popular,
that is to say, nine tenths of the people of the United
States; and what good would be obtained by avowing
the letter with the necessary explanations? Very
little indeed, in my opinion, to counterbalance a
good deal of harm. From my silence in this instance,
it cannot be inferred that I am afraid to own the
general sentiments of the letter. If I am subject
to either imputation, it is to that of avowing such
sentiments too frankly both in private and public,
often when there is no necessity for it, merely because
I disdain every thing like duplicity. Still,
however, I am open to conviction. Think for me
on the occasion, and advise me what to do, and confer
with Colonel Monroe on the subject.
Let me entreat you again to come with him; there are other important things to consult on. One will be his affair. Another is the subject of the petition now enclosed to you, to be proposed to our district, on the late presentment of our representative by the grand jury: the idea it brings forward is still confined to my own breast. It has never been mentioned to any mortal, because I first wish