in my case. If these general considerations were
sufficient to ground a firm resolution never to permit
myself to think of the office, or be thought of for
it, the special ones, which have supervened on my
retirement, still more insuperably bar the door to
it. My health is entirely broken down within
the last eight months; my age requires that I should
place my affairs in a clear state; these are sound
if taken care of, but capable of considerable dangers
if longer neglected; and above all things, the delights
I feel in the society of my family, and in the agricultural
pursuits in which I am so eagerly engaged. The
little spice of ambition which I had in my younger
days has long since evaporated, and I set still less
store by a posthumous than present name. In stating
to you the heads of reasons which have produced my
determination, I do not mean an opening for future
discussion, or that I may be reasoned out of it.
The question is for ever closed with me; my sole object
is to avail myself of the first opening ever given
me from a friendly quarter (and I could not with decency
do it before) of preventing any division or loss of
votes, which might be fatal to the republican interest.
If that has any chance of prevailing, it must be by
avoiding the loss of a single vote, and by concentrating
all its strength on one object. Who this should
be, is a question I can more freely discuss with any
body than yourself. In this I painfully feel
the loss of Monroe. Had he been here, I should
have been at no loss for a channel through which to
make myself understood; if I have been misunderstood
by any body through the instrumentality of Mr. Fenno
and his abettors. I long to see you. I am
proceeding in my agricultural plans with a slow but
sure step. To get under full way will require
four or five years. But patience and perseverance,
will accomplish it. My little essay in red-clover,
the last year, has had the most encouraging success.
I sowed then about forty acres. I have sowed
this year about one hundred and twenty, which the
rain now falling comes very opportunely on. From
one hundred and sixty to two hundred acres, will be
my yearly sowing. The seed-box described in the
agricultural transactions of New York, reduces the
expense of seeding from six shillings to two shillings
and three pence the acre, and does the business better
than is possible to be done by the human hand.
May we hope a visit from you? If we may, let it
be after the middle of May, by which time I hope to
be returned from Bedford. I have had a proposition
to meet Mr. Henry there this month, to confer on the
subject of a convention, to the calling of which he
is now become a convert. The session of our district
court furnished me a just excuse for the time; but
the impropriety of my entering into consultation on
a measure in which I would take no part, is a permanent
one.
Present my most respectful compliments to Mrs. Madison, and be assured of the warm attachment of, Dear Sir, yours affectionately,