eager in prying into its councils and proceedings,
gave me a knowledge of these also. My information
was always, and immediately committed to writing,
in letters to Mr. Jay, and often to my friends, and
a recurrence to these letters now insures me against
errors of memory. These opportunities of information
ceased at this period, with my retirement from this
interesting scene of action. I had been more
than a year soliciting leave to go home, with a view
to place my daughters in the society and care of their
friends, and to return for a short time to my station
at Paris. But the metamorphosis through which
our government was then passing from its chrysalid
to its organic form, suspended its action in a great
degree; and it was not till the last of August that
I received the permission I had asked. And here
I cannot leave this great and good country, without
expressing my sense of its pre-eminence of character
among the nations of the earth. A more benevolent
people I have never known, nor greater warmth and devotedness
in their select friendships. Their kindness and
accommodation to strangers is unparalleled, and the
hospitality of Paris is beyond any thing I had conceived
to be practicable in a large city. Their eminence,
too, in science, the communicative dispositions of
their scientific men, the politeness of the general
manners, the ease and vivacity of their conversation,
give a charm to their society, to be found nowhere
else. In a comparison of this with other countries,
we have the proof of primacy, which was given to Themistocles
after the battle of Salamis. Every general voted
to himself the first reward of valor, and the second
to Themistocles. So, ask the traveled inhabitant
of any nation, In what country on earth would you
rather live?—Certainly, in my own, where
are all my friends, my relations, and the earliest
and sweetest affections and recollections of my life.
Which would be your second choice? France.
On the 26th of September, I left Paris for Havre,
where I was detained by contrary winds, until the
8th of October. On that day, and the 9th, I crossed
over to Cowes, where I had engaged the Clermont, Capt.
Colley, to touch for me. She did so; but here
again we were detained by contrary winds, until the
22nd, when we embarked, and landed at Norfolk on the
23rd of November. On my way home, I passed some
days at Eppington, in Chesterfield, the residence
of my friend and connection, Mr. Eppes; and, while
there, I received a letter from the President, General
Washington, by express, covering an appointment to
be Secretary of State. [See Appendix, note H.] I received
it with real regret. My wish had been to return
to Paris, where I had left my household establishment,
as if there myself, and to see the end of the Revolution,
which, I then thought, would be certainly and happily
closed in less than a year. I then meant to return
home, to withdraw from political life, into which
I had been impressed by the circumstances of the times,