How can I wait?
The morning breaks the spell
A pitying
night has flung upon my soul.
You are not near me,
and I know full well
My heart
has need of patience and control;
Before we
meet, hours, days, and weeks must roll.
How
can I wait?
How can I wait?
Oh, love, how can I wait
Until the
sunlight of your eyes shall shine
Upon my world that seems
so desolate?
Until your
hand-clasp warms my blood like wine;
Until you
come again, oh, love of mine,
How
can I wait?
COMMUNISM.
When my blood flows
calm as a purling river,
When my
heart is asleep and my brain has sway,
It is then that I vow
we must part forever,
That I will
forget you, and put you away
Out of my life, as a
dream is banished
Out of the
mind when the dreamer awakes;
That I know it will
be, when the spell has vanished,
Better for
both of our sakes.
When the court of the
mind is ruled by Reason,
I know it
is wiser for us to part;
But Love is a spy who
is plotting treason,
In league
with that warm, red rebel, the Heart.
They whisper to me that
the King is cruel,
That his
reign is wicked, his law a sin;
And every word they
utter is fuel
To the flame
that smoulders within.
And on nights like this,
when my blood runs riot
With the
fever of youth and its mad desires,
When my brain in vain
bids my heart be quiet,
When my
breast seems the centre of lava-fires,
Oh, then is the time
when most I miss you,
And I swear
by the stars and my soul and say
That I will have you
and hold you and kiss you,
Though the
whole world stands in the way.
And like Communists,
as mad, as disloyal,
My fierce
emotions roam out of their lair;
They hate King Reason
for being royal;
They would
fire his castle, and burn him there.
Oh, Love! they would
clasp you and crush you and kill you,
In the insurrection
of uncontrol.
Across the miles, does
this wild war thrill you
That is
raging in my soul?
THE COMMON LOT.
It is a common fate—a
woman’s lot—
To waste
on one the riches of her soul,
Who takes the wealth
she gives him, but cannot
Repay the
interest, and much less the whole.
As I look up into your
eyes and wait
For some
response to my fond gaze and touch,
It seems to me there
is no sadder fate
Than to
be doomed to loving overmuch.
Are you not kind?
Ah, yes, so very kind—
So thoughtful
of my comfort, and so true.
Yes, yes, dear heart;
but I, not being blind,
Know that
I am not loved as I love you.