IF I SHOULD DIE.
RONDEAU.
If I should die, how
kind you all would grow!
In that strange hour
I would not have one foe.
There
are no words too beautiful to say
Of
one who goes forevermore away
Across that ebbing tide
which has no flow.
With what new lustre
my good deeds would glow!
If faults were mine,
no one would call them so,
Or
speak of me in aught but praise that day,
If
I should die.
Ah, friends! before
my listening ear lies low,
While I can hear and
understand, bestow
That
gentle treatment and fond love, I pray,
The
lustre of whose late though radiant way
Would gild my grave
with mocking light, I know,
If
I should die.
MESALLIANCE.
I am troubled to-night
with a curious pain;
It is not of the flesh,
it is not of the brain,
Nor yet
of a heart that is breaking:
But down still deeper,
and out of sight—
In the place where the
soul and the body unite—
There lies
the scat of the aching.
They have been lovers
in days gone by;
But the soul is fickle,
and longs to fly
From the
fettering mesalliance:
And she tears at the
bonds which are binding her so,
And pleads with the
body to let her go,
But he will
not yield compliance.
For the body loves,
as he loved in the past,
When he wedded the soul;
and he holds her fast,
And swears
that he will not loose her;
That he will keep her
and hide her away
For ever and ever and
for a day
From the
arms of Death, the seducer.
Ah! this is the strife
that is wearying me—
The strife ’twixt
a soul that would be free
And a body
that will not let her.
And I say to my soul,
“Be calm, and wait;
For I tell ye truly
that soon or late
Ye surely
shall drop each fetter.”
And I say to the body,
“Be kind, I pray;
For the soul is not
of thy mortal clay,
But is formed
in spirit fashion.”
And still through the
hours of the solemn night
I can hear my sad soul’s
plea for flight,
And my body’s
reply of passion.
[Illustration:]
[Illustration: DAY DREAMS]
RESPONSE.
I said this morning,
as I leaned and threw
My shutters
open to the Spring’s surprise,
“Tell me, O Earth,
how is it that in you
Year after
year the same fresh feelings rise?
How do you keep your
young exultant glee?
No more those sweet
emotions come to me.
“I note through
all your fissures how the tide
Of healthful
life goes leaping as of old;
Your royal dawns retain
their pomp and pride;
Your sunsets
lose no atom of their gold.
How can this wonder
be?” My soul’s fine ear
Leaned, listening, till
a small voice answered near: