AD FINEM.
On the white throat
of the’ useless passion
That scorched
my soul with its burning breath
I clutched my fingers
in murderous fashion,
And gathered
them close in a grip of death;
For why should I fan,
or feed with fuel,
A love that
showed me but blank despair?
So my hold was firm,
and my grasp was cruel—
I meant
to strangle it then and there!
I thought it was dead.
But with no warning,
It rose
from its grave last night, and came
And stood by my bed
till the early morning,
And over
and over it spoke your name.
Its throat was red where
my hands had held it;
It burned
my brow with its scorching breath;
And I said, the moment
my eyes beheld it,
“A
love like this can know no death.”
For just one kiss that
your lips have given
In the lost
and beautiful past to me
I would gladly barter
my hopes of Heaven
And all
the bliss of Eternity.
For never a joy are
the angels keeping,
To lay at
my feet in Paradise,
Like that of into your
strong arms creeping,
And looking
into your love-lit eyes.
I know, in the way that
sins are reckoned,
This thought
is a sin of the deepest dye;
But I know, too, if
an angel beckoned,
Standing
close by the Throne on High,
And you, adown by the
gates infernal,
Should open
your loving arms and smile,
I would turn my back
on things supernal,
To lie on
your breast a little while.
To know for an hour
you were mine completely—
Mine in
body and soul, my own—
I would bear unending
tortures sweetly,
With not
a murmur and not a moan.
A lighter sin or a lesser
error
Might change
through hope or fear divine;
But there is no fear,
and hell has no terror,
To change
or alter a love like mine.
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BLEAK WEATHER.
Dear Love, where the
red lilies blossomed and grew
The white
snows are falling;
And all through the
woods where I wandered with you
The loud
winds are calling;
And the robin that piped
to us tune upon tune,
Neath the
oak, you remember,
O’er hill-top
and forest has followed the June
And left
us December.
He has left like a friend
who is true in the sun
And false
in the shadows;
He has found new delights
in the land where he’s gone,
Greener
woodlands and meadows.
Let him go! what care
we? let the snow shroud the lea,
Let it drift
on the heather;
We can sing through
it all: I have you, you have me.
And we’ll
laugh at the weather.