I am tired; and that
old sorrow
Sweeps down
the bed of my soul,
As a turbulent river
might sudden’y break
way from
a dam’s control.
It beareth a wreck on
its bosom,
A wreck
with a snow-white sail;
And the hand on my heart
strings thrums away,
But they
only respond with a wail.
[Illustration: “THE BURDEN OF DEAR HUMAN TIES”]
[Illustration:]
THE SPEECH OF SILENCE.
The solemn Sea of Silence
lies between us;
I know thou
livest, and them lovest me,
And yet I wish some
white ship would come sailing
Across the
ocean, beating word from thee.
The dead calm awes me
with its awful stillness.
No anxious
doubts or fears disturb my breast;
I only ask some little
wave of language,
To stir
this vast infinitude of rest.
I am oppressed with
this great sense of loving;
So much
I give, so much receive from thee;
Like subtle incense,
rising from a censer,
So floats
the fragrance of thy love round me.
All speech is poor,
and written words unmeaning;
Yet such
I ask, blown hither by some wind,
To give relief to this
too perfect knowledge,
The Silence
so impresses on my mind.
How poor the love that
needeth word or message,
To banish
doubt or nourish tenderness!
I ask them but to temper
love’s convictions
The Silence
all too fully doth express.
Too deep the language
which the spirit utters;
Too vast
the knowledge which my soul hath stirred.
Send some white ship
across the Sea of Silence,
And interrupt
its utterance with a word.
[Illustration:]
[Illustration:]
CONVERSION.
I have lived this life
as the skeptic lives it;
I have said
the sweetness was less than the gall;
Praising, nor cursing,
the Hand that gives it,
I have drifted
aimlessly through it all.
I have scoffed at the
tale of a so-called heaven;
I have laughed
at the thought of a Supreme Friend;
I have said that it
only to man was given
To live,
to endure; and to die was the end.
But I know that a good
God reigneth,
Generous-hearted
and kind and true;
Since unto a worm like
me he deigneth
To send
so royal a gift as you.
Bright as a star you
gleam on my bosom,
Sweet as
a rose that the wild bee sips;
And I know, my own,
my beautiful blossom,
That none
but a God could mould such lips.
And I believe, in the
fullest measure
That ever
a strong man’s heart could hold,
In all the tales of
heavenly pleasure
By poets
sung or by prophets told;
For in the joy of your
shy, sweet kisses,
Your pulsing
touch and your languid sigh
I am filled and thrilled
with better blisses
Than ever
were claimed for souls on high.